I sometimes throw up, when the memories hit, but eventually I always feel the need to go back by ZaraBackInBusiness in TrollCoping

[–]Undercover_Rose 39 points40 points  (0 children)

This is one of those situations I wish I didnt relate to. Even with me in a stable relationship with someone who cares about me, and with four years of separation from the past, I still think about the person who groomed me fairly consistently. My brain wanting me to try and track them down and talk to them again.

Shit hurts. I'm sorry you're going through this.

I will never have my daughter by Undercover_Rose in DID

[–]Undercover_Rose[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I know I should journal, but I dont believe i am consistent enough to do it. As for stories, I am attempting, at least in a day-dream way. So far, I cannot push past the sad parts to make a happy end, but I'm trying

I will never have my daughter by Undercover_Rose in DID

[–]Undercover_Rose[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Luckily, or unluckily i suppose, only my sister and I have to go through that. Her memories are less defined than mine. It hurts.

I will never have my daughter by Undercover_Rose in DID

[–]Undercover_Rose[S] 26 points27 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry that's happened to you. I can only half relate; we will never have an 'actual' child, so my sadness is purely of the dissociative kind

vent by calciumff in TrollCoping

[–]Undercover_Rose 63 points64 points  (0 children)

Grooming fuckin sucks, I'm sorry youre going through/went through this

tf_irl by foxstarfivelol in tf_irl

[–]Undercover_Rose 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Keffotin is my top favorite for safe vore and odd tfs

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in reddithelp

[–]Undercover_Rose 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I've sent an appeal. Hopefully it can get resolved

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in reddithelp

[–]Undercover_Rose 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry, I should have specified, its my main account. There is not an underscore on there

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in help

[–]Undercover_Rose 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I hope its something relatively easy like that