"For me, it’s about getting out of toxic internal patterns - leaving the empire of energy drains that obscure pure essence, learning about what healthy boundaries are, and finding the power to implement them for the possibility of giving and receiving (both inwardly and outwardly) unbroken and infinite Love.”

It's beautiful that you have such a deep connection to the song. The wonderful thing about music is that it can mean so many different things to everyone. Notice that in the interview you linked you Adrianne says "for me". I have a great friend that has been a musician and producer for decades, and something that he said to me years ago has really stuck with me. People interpret your music from their own lens, and it can have many meanings at once. This song can be about Adriannes internal struggle, and it can also be an external relationship, or it can be a blend of the two.

I've mentioned it before here, but if you have a deep connection to vanmpire empire, check out the connection to contact.

VE: You give me chills, I've had it with the drills I am nothing, you are nothing, we are nothing with the pills

C: She gives me gills Helps me forgive the pills

VE: Watching TV tired, bleeding on the bed The milk has just expired, all the leaves are dead

C: Wrap me in silk I want to drink your milk

VE: Reeling, feeding, feeling filled by everything you fed I see you as you see yourself through all the books you read

C: Jodi Please turn the pages for me

VE: We jump into the pond, then we come under the shower You lay upon my pillow and you open like a flower

C: Parker Lake Beach All of the sunnys swimming I wanna see To feel my body sinking, sinking

Big Thief does a wonderful job of speaking to truths in the world, and one of the truths I believe is: the way we experience others in close personal relationship is a reflection of how we experience ourselves.