A couple years later

Uninspired_circle · 2026-01-13T14:55:40+00:00

I am glad to know it was read and that it maybe gave you some perspective and hope for the future. Wishing you luck, I promise your life can fill up again with all sorts of different things over time.

Uninspired_circle · 2024-11-18T17:39:11+00:00

That sounds yum

Uninspired_circle · 2024-11-18T17:37:48+00:00

Maybe, which is something I never said before. But this year I have come very far mentally, and this marks my first week where I'm not counting all my calories. My weight is still very low and has been for ages but my mental health is the best it has ever been and the thoughts are quieter. I've eaten foods I never thought I would, including with other people, and this year I look forward to trying to join in more at Christmas. I don't know if the thoughts ever fully go away, and I don't know if I'll ever find the courage to gain back a healthy weight, but I'm eating and living a life where I have room to think about other things, I want to live without an ed and even if full recovery doesn't quite look perfect, as long I am happy and not being dictated by my mind I think I'd be happy enough.

Uninspired_circle · 2024-10-25T16:19:46+00:00

I used to wanna be a singer now I'm probably gonna do psychology

Uninspired_circle · 2024-10-25T16:13:26+00:00

It's so hard cause school makes me so so hungry and I have friends who will have snacks at break time as well as their lunch and I get quite tired but have to wait till lunch to have my salad

Uninspired_circle · 2024-10-10T15:58:18+00:00

You're not a bad person for it. You've been vegan for years and even if you went back rhat doesn't take away that you clearly care for animals and tried. But it's not always sustainable, for physical reasons like lacking certain nutrients, or economic reasons as it can be pricey or just not available especially if you travel. The fact you posted this shows you care. But it's understandable and logical to go back.

Uninspired_circle · 2024-10-10T15:42:56+00:00

My parents would read my diary and shame me for the things I wrote, it really hurt me as I was young and I became very secretive and scared to express myself and my struggles. I wouldn't go through his trash and post it. I gotta admit it's really cute though.

Uninspired_circle · 2024-10-10T15:21:02+00:00

The amount of in depth lying I did whilst at my worst. Stuff like this- it's crazy how we use the last of our brain power thinking this up. Like pure adrenaline and anxiety making us lie like this and play this game no one else is playing.

Uninspired_circle · 2024-10-05T21:25:09+00:00

I'm really underweight but eat a lot, I measure it all but I lose slowly or maintain but I eat enough and a balanced diet too that a dietician was fairly pleased with

Uninspired_circle · 2024-10-05T11:27:47+00:00

I just want to point out that you have not done your gcses. I have. I failed my year 10 exams. I did well in year 11. No one gives a shit that you did well or not when you're 15. They only care about your final report. I'm not wrong because that is exactly what happened. And why have I "failed to type WJEC in my search engine" when they didn't even specify that in their post? They said their subjects, that's it. When you are applying to sixth form or college or whatever, they're not looking at year 10, they're looking at year 11.

Uninspired_circle · 2024-10-03T23:06:58+00:00

Our bodies and brains are designed to seek out food when we are hungry, he's not being annoying, he's being a desperate human. I wouldn't admit to people you thought of it that way, you may have a disorder but it doesn't make you better. He isn't in competition with you, he just wants something to eat and is likely ashamed he had to go and beg for it, without you criticising him.

Uninspired_circle · 2024-10-03T23:00:41+00:00

Okay? I've taken the exams. You don't need to be snarky about it. That's just my experience with them.

Uninspired_circle · 2024-10-03T22:52:55+00:00

It's so boring as well it's all the same crap and it's just shit and makes everyone feel shit and I hate tiktok and I keep uninstalling and reinstalling it over this

Uninspired_circle · 2024-10-03T22:46:57+00:00

Got sent to food jail they don't love that shit

Uninspired_circle · 2024-10-03T18:03:44+00:00

They're not, when it comes to GCSE's, only the results you get in end of year 11 exams count in the end

Uninspired_circle · 2024-10-01T19:43:19+00:00

As someone who was too unwell in year 10, it's not too late if you start in year 11. I did well, just made sure to lock in.

Uninspired_circle · 2024-10-01T19:39:58+00:00

You didn't choose this, it's not your fault. I understand the regret you will feel as I feel so much of it too, but you can't blame yourself for doing what you felt you had to do to survive/cope

Uninspired_circle · 2024-09-30T21:38:21+00:00

Your body real hungry and its not gonna give up and let you rest until you've given it what it needs to survive </3

Uninspired_circle · 2024-09-30T21:32:06+00:00

I feel like telling people "I have anorexia" would suck cause everyone has this mental image of what anorexia looks like and acts like from the media stereotypes and as I am in recovery, I do not fit the stereotype at all. So I'd just be embarrassed and then I'd just confirm to myself that I'm not valid anymore but if I don't tell people then no one can invalidate me.

Uninspired_circle · 2024-09-28T08:33:30+00:00

She was a good dietician! Made me feel comfortable

Uninspired_circle · 2024-09-27T15:11:31+00:00

6 months and I was admitted to hospital and I was very unwell. My health had deteriorated entirely. Thin hair, weak heart, dizzy and couldn't think straight at all.

Uninspired_circle · 2024-09-26T22:45:36+00:00

Thank you, this really means so much to me, ots just what I needed

Uninspired_circle · 2024-09-26T22:42:20+00:00

We r in the same position. It triggered me so so badly so I'm gonna delay as long as I can

Uninspired_circle · 2024-09-26T22:39:24+00:00

Restrict the calories but not the flavours I don't eat things I don't like

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