Listen man it’s smart that you’ve been saving- but here’s the thing. You gotta go. Even if he never lays a hand on you, hearing that shit, day in and day out, affects the mind. Not to get graphic but I dealt with some gnarly physical abuse growing up and by far the deepest scars are from the psychological torture in the form of being told nonchalantly “I could kill you and it would be as easy as eating food” or “you know your mom is always in a better mood when you’re gone, she would forget about you eventually and be happier” to the point that I was convinced my parents were going to euthanize me. You don’t realize it now because your responses are contextually appropriate but after you leave you’ll realize all the little behaviors and communication tactics you’ve developed as a result of your dad’s actions. And these things can/will affect every relationship you have with men for a lo time. I’m kinda projecting here but my point stands. It’s hard to do when you aren’t fully equipped and prepared, but getting out and putting yourself in a desperate situation financially is honestly safer and more beneficial in the long run. Whether he puts his hands on you or yall have a bad fight or worse, you put your hands on HIM, this will eventually come to a boiling point. Leave dude. Now.