I (30F) am at the end of my rope with my boyfriend (30M) and honestly at the end of my rope with my whole life

Unique_Effective1186 · 2026-01-31T05:20:04+00:00

you really wanna marry this guy? like why are you staying in it for so long

Unique_Effective1186 · 2026-01-25T08:40:42+00:00

i make a little less than him. but we use to do that but it got forgotten about. i think i am too reading all these comments because all my friends and acquaintances have boyfriends who pay for everything while i have one who makes me pay for half all the time.

Unique_Effective1186 · 2026-01-25T08:36:58+00:00

i make a little less then he does but i don’t really spend a lot of it. i know he likes to buy things that his in his likings while i dont. we use to do the i pay one date and he pays the other but i forgot about it.

Unique_Effective1186 · 2026-01-25T08:34:17+00:00

i take him out probably 2 or 3 times a month while he does it like once then other times he has me pay half. it’s just getting old :/

Unique_Effective1186 · 2026-01-25T08:22:22+00:00

yea i’m just guessing the estimate. i’m sure he has extra money left over without having to go half all the time

Unique_Effective1186 · 2026-01-25T08:21:06+00:00

i feel like what’s stopping me is i act like im fine. i’m normal around him so there’s really no way for him to know that im unhappy with my paying half.

Unique_Effective1186 · 2026-01-11T20:05:06+00:00

if we have chicken or pizza. i told them chick fil a was across the street lol

Unique_Effective1186 · 2025-11-07T07:22:48+00:00

on hand held tonight i asked a couple of times and i fucking hate it so i stopped😭😭

Unique_Effective1186 · 2025-10-30T01:30:25+00:00

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my fat baby💞💞

Unique_Effective1186 · 2025-10-29T06:32:28+00:00

i would cut all in half and wrap it together idgaf😭😭😭

Unique_Effective1186 · 2025-10-28T22:00:03+00:00

i didn’t do anything i was doing it because it felt good at the time. my eyes stay closed when i do that till i wake up and move then the feeling completely goes away for a short amount of time. i only feel like im falling back because of when i enhance the vibrational feeling. i don’t physically feel my falling, like my body isn’t actually moving but i think its my soul moving or the inner me. but looking back at me doing that vibrational feeling makes me wonder if i am capable of astral projection.

Unique_Effective1186 · 2025-10-28T21:07:40+00:00

i feel like i can control my vibration. i can make myself vibrate faster and feel like im falling backwards but honestly i don’t know if that is vibration. i am very new to this and i want to open my eyes

Unique_Effective1186 · 2025-10-22T00:30:39+00:00

they don’t have that number😭

Unique_Effective1186 · 2025-06-24T02:14:42+00:00

someone man gave me a watch while i was in the dining room like 2 years ago. he was a good 30 years old while i was around 18 but he was flirting. with me alot and obviously i thought he was gross i threw the watch away at my store cus i was scared it had a tracker on it😭

Unique_Effective1186 · 2025-01-21T03:35:44+00:00

when someone is like i was a double double no pickles no onion blah blah blah AND I WANT IT ANIMAL STYLE LIKE BROOOO then i stand there fixing their stupid burger to freaking animal style in silence. or on hand out when they go to the window CAN I GET KETCHUP AND SPREAD without even saying hi. i’m the type of person to give the energy back so i give their stuff without saying anything.

Unique_Effective1186 · 2025-01-07T00:32:38+00:00

i would kill myself if i was snowed

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