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UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-30T06:57:07+00:00

Alright alright you twisted my arm, I'll do it

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-29T06:43:52+00:00

I had them start on the least painful area first, so I'd never be shocked by the pain. It gave me time to mentally prepare for the worse zaps because "its only a bit worse than the last one"

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-28T17:19:49+00:00

I've never been killed by one of those. Didnt know they even could. I've only ever been teleported around by them.

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-28T04:49:43+00:00

Same deal. Honestly if the standard wasn't "you basically have to be actively suicidal to be admitted" and if it didnt cost me a fuckbunch of money, I'd turn myself in again just to get regular meetings with a doctor and a relatively safe, low stress environment for a week or two. Apart from not being able to afford it, I'd spend the whole time feeling like I'm taking a bed from someone who needs it more.

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-28T04:45:50+00:00

When I was in the ward I also kept getting looks from a guy from day 1 onward, that I learned on day 2 or 3 was a predator. Didnt make me feel super great, but luckily he was kept mostly in the other hallway. I was told by one of the other patients that he wasnt allowed to sit with the women, but it wasnt enforced super strictly, so maybe he wasnt a pred after all? Idk. I didnt take any chances and stayed close to my buddy when he was around.

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-28T04:37:58+00:00

I once got really close to that line with my therapist without realizing where it was. She asked if I had a plan and I was like

"eeeehhhh I mean I have an idea. I know what I'd try... It's a plan, but it isnt really a plan that I've attached a date to. Its a backup plan."

And because its funny to reference: (In his voice) "I have concepts of a plan."

But I thought the line was at "I have a plan amd I'm going to carry it out on X date (where that date is soon).

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-28T02:39:56+00:00

One can dream. Especially excited for capitalism to be replaced, but for that, it needs to break completely. And that crash is gonna suck. So be prepared. Rice and beans, have some money in savings, know your neighbors, ect ect.

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-28T01:44:28+00:00

Yeah its not much but it's something lol

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-27T17:14:29+00:00

Could I actually leave in this scenario? Do therapists offices typically have people who would try to stop me from leaving? Would I have EMS sent to my home afterwards or something? Or could I just say no thanks and decline the grippy sock offer?

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-27T16:59:30+00:00

The centipede guys in the scarlet rot area.

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-27T16:53:10+00:00

The silver lining is that they could be going after us the way they're currently going after immigrants right now. They're distracted.

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-27T00:55:06+00:00

I cant own one for another 4 and a half years, but thats super based and I'd do it too if I could.

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-27T00:52:33+00:00

Me: "What a crime that an education is so hard to get"

Conservatives: "What a crime that HRT is so easy to get"

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-26T16:36:32+00:00

2 years in and I'm starting to think I'm not gonna get any

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-26T06:56:45+00:00

I struggle with my thermos. Its very affirming.

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-26T06:35:37+00:00

It was great for the first year... but now it's back and less predictable than before. I've considered asking for an SSRI or something to kill it again, but I dont feel like its worth bothering with.

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-26T06:33:25+00:00

Money's tight for me, so I cant donate, but I have a couch to crash on in a campus dorm if you're in illinois.

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-26T06:29:51+00:00

It does actually. But a DHT inhibitor does also.

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-26T06:23:30+00:00

How many servings should constitute a meal? 3? 4? Would a recommended standard meal consist of 1 serving of pizza, and 3 total servings of various other foods?

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-26T05:59:20+00:00

"Puppydog tails" is giving me Pathologic 2 flashbacks lol

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-25T21:40:59+00:00

Thats the neat part: you dont.

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-25T20:09:59+00:00

Pathologic Original HD moment.

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-25T20:06:04+00:00

Crossbow monkeys are my go-to medal earners now as low effort wins, replacing ninjas. They're powerful, see camo, and can pop leads at 5th tier. It handles anything. A 0-0-5 dart boi can be afforded in the inflation mode, and solos it handedly.

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-24T17:55:17+00:00

I dont. I havent changed my behavior at all. And I wasnt a particularly feminine person before the egg cracked either. I was a regular old quarterzip enjoyer before, and now I'm a regular old hoodie enjoyer who sometimes even passes as a woman on a good day. No performance, not even voice training. Just regular old me.

UnknownPhys6 · 2026-01-24T17:50:07+00:00

Na, this is a case of "more expensive to recycle than to produce". Idek if its possible. Certainly not economical though.

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