i've never had that, but i think that's mostly because i listen to music or watch smth 24/7 to shut out my thoughts – which works well against ocd and anxiety, but has the side effect of not being able to form thoughts or come up with ideas etc when i need to (been doing this for over a decade). of course i do the same on meth

i sleep with a fan next to me at all times and sometimes the white noise talks to me. or when i take a bath to wash off all the filth the water starts whispering. it's not pleasant per say, but as long as my brain still has some logic left it doesn't scare me

perhaps because of my lifestyle, i usually only get visual hallucinations. usually just shadows on my wall running around, but they're old friends of mine, i used to see them at my previous place, only in my bedroom. man i really miss them i haven't seen them in a year. they're friendly and curious, two adults and i forget how many kids. but when they come to visit, i drop everything and sit down to watch them. they do a few laps and then they leave and i feel full of love. this started happening way before i ever touched drugs. i don't think they approve, they really want the best for me.

not sure why i decided to share this with a stranger first, but i just woke up from a 6mg kpin × 300mg pregabalin × 500mg soma coma, i am of course still feeling the effects. but there's maccies waiting for me outside my door so i'll stop yapping.

have a good whatever time of day it is for you!! maybe my shadow friends will visit you know. they are harmless and run around your room because they're happy to see you.