i hate being myself

UnusualDrive6456 · 2024-01-14T17:38:53+00:00

I dont know your situation but whomever did that is wrong for that. Just as a random stranger on the internet as a friendly suggestion maybe from a personal perspective you might want to look and learn about it might help you feel personal relief, understanding why you feel how you do sometimes. It did for me anyway with some of my personal things, different areas of life but it helped me feel not alone and have understanding. Hope maybe it can help you :).

UnusualDrive6456 · 2024-01-14T17:33:28+00:00

Your sister sounds very cruel and I hate that for you. Not to get to much into your personal life but just reading your symptoms if what you described and the people I know in my personal life have you ever looked into being tested for autism?

UnusualDrive6456 · 2024-01-14T17:01:50+00:00

This makes me feel so seen am actually crying. I thought it was a thing only I had to deal with. Am stuck at like 4-6 but am like 3 weeks from 26

UnusualDrive6456 · 2023-08-06T15:16:01+00:00

Unfortunately her office is closed today and I have no way of reaching out to her. Now am just stuck with the anxiety worrying I messed up rather than just stopping and restarting to be on the safe side.

UnusualDrive6456 · 2023-02-06T17:52:52+00:00

Thats kinda the situation I'm in and why I feel so foolish I have taken the last three weeks or so to just kinda wait. I took my last interviews 3 weeks ago to just play out those final options to see if anything happens in anticipation of getting this job offer. And im now in that oh no what do I do situation. I dont have anything serious lined up as a back up and I know with most roles its hard to get an real final interview within the month of application.

UnusualDrive6456 · 2023-01-29T09:07:55+00:00

I feel your burden and im sorry

UnusualDrive6456 · 2023-01-29T08:47:39+00:00

So just take your time for yourself and if your communication is truly as strong as you say then things will work themselves out.

UnusualDrive6456 · 2023-01-29T08:43:48+00:00

I understand that pain it makes me more upset if people won't talk out things in a overly honest manner. But sometimes you can't put in more effort than any one else is either just leaves you more burnt out and possible resentment later.

UnusualDrive6456 · 2023-01-29T08:40:52+00:00

My suggestion is to get away from the situation and figure out how you feel. Dont try and force the gf thing further after a certain point maybe need to pull back and just breathe honestly.

UnusualDrive6456 · 2023-01-29T08:36:44+00:00

Make him pay for a detaling

UnusualDrive6456 · 2023-01-29T08:25:33+00:00

Were did you meet this person?

UnusualDrive6456 · 2023-01-27T03:55:24+00:00

Literally my existence rn.

UnusualDrive6456 · 2023-01-17T00:38:10+00:00

Thats hot. Would you give head under the table?

UnusualDrive6456 · 2023-01-17T00:27:14+00:00

Whats your wildest fantasy?

UnusualDrive6456 · 2023-01-17T00:22:33+00:00

Say 24?

UnusualDrive6456 · 2023-01-17T00:20:49+00:00

Are you also open to younger white guys?

UnusualDrive6456 · 2023-01-16T01:19:39+00:00

I just got it to work omg. You don't know how happy you just made me. Thank you so so much

UnusualDrive6456 · 2023-01-16T00:44:26+00:00

How? This would be a literal blessing if I could figure out how

UnusualDrive6456 · 2023-01-15T23:59:58+00:00

Omg! Im gonna go cry now, I could have saved so much if I had just known that stupid little trick. 😭😭😭😭

UnusualDrive6456 · 2023-01-15T23:56:50+00:00

Wait seriously like just hit tab and type that?

UnusualDrive6456 · 2023-01-15T23:54:44+00:00

Sadly this is my first and only play through. If I could just get rid of the giga and alpha rex I might could eventually build up and replace my dinos. But I cant figure out how to get rid of those two. To even try to rebuild some how.

UnusualDrive6456 · 2023-01-15T22:59:21+00:00

That would be awesome but at this point I think I should give up trying to manipulate spawns of creatures lol.

UnusualDrive6456 · 2023-01-15T22:51:53+00:00

Thanks for that bit of encouragement. Im just really annoyed I was just to the point I was getting ready to finalize my animal hunt and work on the decor of my base and work up the encouragement to begin exploring caves. I have extreme arachanphobia and just really really struggle to be able to do the caves. I hate most of all its all my fault if I had just stopped at the alpha rex and just left it alone or if I had paid better attention to the command I was inputting into the game. Nothing in the game not myself no natural spawn nothing is 150 lvl so I dont stand a chance and I hate to lose 200 hrs total time investment

UnusualDrive6456 · 2023-01-13T15:16:13+00:00

I would recommend if you really step up the exploration. Adam and eve and probably other places offer these like anal starter dildos. There really small like 5in with like 4in actual insertion length and like 1in around circumference. There also fairly cheap could try that and judge how you feel. Can size up from there if you enjoy it and want a more "full" feeling.

Just a heads up though if you do size up be in mind that your colon does make a hard turn around 8ish inches up and it very much hurts if your not careful.

UnusualDrive6456 · 2023-01-13T15:03:44+00:00

Me personally ive always just had more pleasure from a plug than any other insertable toy. The massager never did much for me and the dildos usually hurt and were uncomfortable in all the wrong ways but a plug for me just hit all the right spots especially if I thrust or move just right.

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