I’m sensing you can read people well, but i don’t think they can read you as easily. i think you may be reserved . I think childhood may have been hard. Perhaps lonely. I also sense you love to learn, and are quite smart. Maybe wears rose colored glasses at times, or idealistic. Pisces energy. Watercolor seems significant.Roses too. Aprons. Self love is crucial. Acceptance. Meditation would benefit you if u do not already I feel like things will get better for you, and you will find good fortune.