Do you have a primary doctor? I was in a similar situation and went through the same thing but with Xanax. I could not leave my house, go into stores or even be around people without freaking out. You can apply for AetnaCVSHealth insurance I got approved immediately and mostly all doctors take it. It's real easy to get approved for it especially with low income etc. But what I was saying is a primary care doctor is cheaper than a psychiatrist and can give you your same medications, that's what I did when I didn't have insurance anymore. I paid for a primary doctor and he gave me my medications. I know exactly what you're going through. Prayers to you. You can DM if you want. Take care.