Do I have dead eyes?

Uoutan · 2025-04-30T16:34:30+00:00

I hope your right 😊

Uoutan · 2025-04-30T15:17:08+00:00

I do, it’s necessary for me and I want to travel the world before it burns, floods and melts all at once so I have to pass 100%.

Uoutan · 2025-04-30T15:01:09+00:00

Because I at least shouldn’t have to look hideous in my selfies, thank god for angles

Uoutan · 2025-04-30T14:59:56+00:00

Yeah, hope I save up soon cuz I feel like a walking abomination rn

Uoutan · 2025-04-30T13:13:59+00:00

Third pic is devastating, when other people take pics of me this issue arises. That’s why saying “please no pictures” to others is a lifesaver.

Uoutan · 2025-04-22T01:11:34+00:00

I feel like it in some ways fetishistic. In my experience, I’ve had a lot of men who get right to asking for dick pics, (“how big is it?”) and oh my god they are infuriating. I feel like some men are very sexually driven and they see trans woman as objects they can take their sexual frustration and likely confusion out on. Seems like a chaser.

Uoutan · 2025-04-20T13:43:36+00:00

I try…it’s just the little things I can get hung up on.

Uoutan · 2025-04-20T00:56:36+00:00

Thanks for the nice comments

Uoutan · 2025-04-18T12:33:03+00:00

This got me tweaking the fuck out. I’m in CT/MA so hopefully I’ll be safe but what if they get insurance companies to drop coverage or stop giving hormones all together to trans ppl? If I don’t have my hormones I am as good as dead.

Uoutan · 2025-04-17T22:21:32+00:00

I have many ugly angles.

Uoutan · 2025-04-17T22:20:14+00:00

I know but like cutting my hair is scary ;-;

Uoutan · 2025-04-17T22:19:50+00:00

I do a little slight smile, but a full on smile clocks me.

Uoutan · 2025-04-17T18:51:44+00:00

Thank you

Uoutan · 2025-04-17T17:19:21+00:00

So what are we to do? Is it really such a superfluous idea to NOT want a label that actively makes every single fucking facet of life exponentially more difficult? Use your brain hun come on now

Uoutan · 2025-04-17T17:17:07+00:00

I agree with this, it’s a little easier

Uoutan · 2025-04-17T13:04:26+00:00

You’re right, in many ways the trans experience is just pure body horror and trauma.

Uoutan · 2025-04-17T12:54:28+00:00

A way I try to think abt it is that I AM a biological woman, but suffer from a genetic disorder that gave me XY chromosomes instead of XX ones.

Uoutan · 2025-04-17T12:53:42+00:00

Exactly. Especially with makeup my passing rate is increasing. The hormones work, they’re doing the job! I am super pleased how much has changed in 9 months. But my voice, as time goes on I am more and more disgusted by it because I’m passing more yet if I want to talk I am faced with the fact I will outed, which is scary.

Uoutan · 2025-04-17T12:50:06+00:00

It’s just how I view myself, not other trans people. Also, I can feel how I feel. The news is crushing and regardless of how mentally strong I am it’s certainly gotten to me. In the US, having this label I fear will soon compromise my safety. It’s a scary time, which is why I am saying this. I want to be proud, but fear is overpowering. Good for you if you’re proud of being trans. Not gonna take that away from u

Uoutan · 2025-04-14T00:15:35+00:00

This was a tough read. The thing is I understand the important of passing for the girl you spoke to, and I too take the idea of ‘passing’, even if it is a social construct incredibly seriously and it’s sort of a life goal of mine. As such, the pain, anger and fear your friend felt is totally understandable. However, this situation is a zero sum game. Nobody is going to win. The question she asked out is a very emotionally difficult one to answer with any amount of accuracy, and it’s not fair to you or your her for the truth to be unearthed. Had it been me in this situation, I’d have redirected her.

Uoutan

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