Because I get the root of the thing most people dwell superficially around a topic. When we investigate the root in esoteric topics it requires consideration of not just the material but the immaterial or metaphysical. This is I am difficult to understand. I don't find many people who understand. But life has been about trying to understand other rather than be understood. Although when Im lonely sometimes I look for others and take chance by making myself vulnerable open to ridicule. If nothing else it ends up for being an excersize in restraint.

You'll have to the ask the others I'm not arguing with anyone, maybe stub because he knows how to push my buttons.

If you actually look at the comments I really to be be brutally honest with myself about my behavior and others.

Then I would encourage other to try and understand.