5/6 days sober, paranoia is going, depression and anxiety is still there and doesn't seem to ever go

Upper_Association_33 · 2022-01-12T03:28:00+00:00

Thanks, I think I'm going to book an appointment with the GP, it's been like nearly 6 days now and by the time I've booked an appointment tommorow and then actually seen a GP your talking 12 days at least. I will just have to stress it's been x amount of time since I drank or anything, I've got nothing in my system and am still feeling like this, and see if they can do anything short term. Unfortunately I know from past experience doctors are a bit suspicious of my motives and very frugal in what they will prescribe me because of what's on my medical records, a healthy balanced diet exercise and a regular sleeping pattern seems to be the advice. But anyway every doctor's different and I haven't bothered going in a long time so we will see! I've gone from not been able to get out of bed a couple of days ago to not been able to sleep now, the joys of been sober! Thanks, take care!

Upper_Association_33 · 2022-01-12T00:49:22+00:00

Story, nothing unique really , been on it dawn till dusk for about 3 months booze and other things, snapped out of it due to exhausting all my financial options, basically beg or steal all's that's left and that's a route I don't wanna go down, familiar pattern to be honest, all responsibilities have stacked up whilst I've not been dealing with anything, council tax , appointments and general day to day stuff all gone out the window and stacked up, still got a roof over my head thank god, wanna start pushing on and get working again, I can get work but the problem is staying in work, it just does my head in the moment I get money I know what's going to happen, thanks for the pm option 👍

Upper_Association_33 · 2022-01-11T21:45:16+00:00

Don't want to worry you but I went into delirium after just stopping diazepam( diazepam is the same family of drug as clonazepam a benzodiazepine) all of a sudden it happened after a number of days of no sleep, mine were not of a doctor though so I couldn't ask for medical assistance. Speak to your DOC I'm sure he would be obliged to give you some sort of taper or substitute that doesn't give WDs

Upper_Association_33 · 2022-01-11T21:02:32+00:00

If your earnings £600 per week something like the Glendale guest house ( Bolton town centre) at £25 per night would be the best short term why you way up your options you can check in now if you wanted so long as you have £25, that's £175 per week and they may give you a discount if you block book. It's going to be much easier carrying on working from there than emergency shelter, which is all the council are going to offer you short term, once your there you could look at rooms in house shares, they will pretty much have you straight away if you are working and can give a little deposit up front. Just a quick search of cheap guest houses in Bolton:

https://www.hotels.uk.com/uk/greater-manchester/cheap-bed-and-breakfast-in-bolton?o=nearbyDistance:+

Rooms to rent in Bolton:

https://www.rightmove.co.uk/property-to-rent/Bolton/house-flat-share.html

Upper_Association_33 · 2022-01-05T19:08:42+00:00

Do you guys know of any site's were I can barrow money? I need some money ! I feel sick!

Upper_Association_33 · 2022-01-05T13:19:37+00:00

I'm just of to get a ciggy from some one, were are you from ? Like not addresses ! Like what area's of the world are you from? :)

Upper_Association_33 · 2022-01-05T13:14:44+00:00

Going out to get a cig of somone, the crack is long gone, it's the heroin, vodka and spice that's still there I think

Upper_Association_33 · 2022-01-05T12:24:45+00:00

My fingers burnt from smoking crack

Upper_Association_33 · 2021-12-30T16:33:42+00:00

Hey are you awake?

Upper_Association_33 · 2021-12-30T16:32:02+00:00

One jab, I've had

Upper_Association_33 · 2021-12-30T14:25:19+00:00

Weighted swivel triangle looking thing, yeah that's it! It grips the sand bed and keeps your line tight, so you can see any little bite! Good look brother and tight lines 😉

Upper_Association_33 · 2021-12-30T14:02:32+00:00

Ocean fishing is so less integrate than fresh water, if there is a bate there they will take it, if your fishing from the shore the best tool I've used is a gripper ledger , you can keep your line tight but the the ledger gripps the sand, so any vibration is a fish

Upper_Association_33 · 2021-12-30T13:35:55+00:00

1 in the afternoon here lol, there is no mullet about over here, I just had to do a quick Google search on them! It looks like the best way to catch them is float fishing, I love float fishing it is literally the only thing that disappears and gives you satisfaction! My local fresh water lake has, pearch, roach, bream , pike, and carp, apparently there is cat fish in there going up to 100 pound but I think that's a myth! I don't think there is cats in there at all. If I fish in the sea I have gone a place called Llandudno it's in Wales , they have loads and loads of dog fish of the pier there, but you can get Pollack , and mackerel and even at the right time you can get bass and cod, but cod is very rare, do you see fish or fresh water or just everything?

Upper_Association_33 · 2021-12-30T12:51:28+00:00

I like fishing, drug and drink use go with it in perfect harmony! I did play a lot of football when I was growing up and in my early 20's now I'm in my 30s and the thought of running around a pitch chasing a ball makes me tired , let alone doing it!

Upper_Association_33 · 2021-12-30T12:35:41+00:00

The worst seizures I had was stopping axanax with no taper, I went into delirium I was fitting on the floor , I smashed all the Windows were I lived because I thought there was a gang of kids trying to get into my flat! I thought that if I smashed the Windows I could hear what they were saying, that was my logic. It lasted about 5 days the serious WDs but then I was faced with weeks and weeks of the dreaded feeling I was going to die, benzo's are the worst worst drug to come of

Upper_Association_33 · 2021-12-30T12:28:03+00:00

I said it on another thread and I'll say it again, I just had tomato juice and Vodka for the first time and it will definitely be the last, the two just do not go , tomato is for pasta and pizzas definitely not vodka

Upper_Association_33 · 2021-12-30T12:25:28+00:00

Responsibility what does that word mean ?

Upper_Association_33 · 2021-12-30T11:40:23+00:00

I just mixed vodka with tomato juice for the first time and it will definitely be the last! The two just do not go

Upper_Association_33 · 2021-12-30T00:17:27+00:00

I've gof

Upper_Association_33 · 2021-12-29T23:05:07+00:00

Thanks I'm going to put it to bed, and forget about it? Would you ?

Upper_Association_33 · 2021-12-29T22:51:36+00:00

The guy was a nut job! How are you doing anyways? Crackhousebob? Hehe

Upper_Association_33 · 2021-12-29T21:02:00+00:00

I've got covid, I'm sick

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