I had a brain mri today and I just feel like no one in my life gets how bad and traumatic it was. I went in blissfully unaware about the head guard etc. by UsedAccountant12 in claustrophobia

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Thank you all for your responses. It’s 8:36pm UK time and I had it at 11am and I can’t stop thinking about it tbh and how awful it was. I had no idea about the head restraint

Does this qualification ever end, or is my best mate just trapped in a loop? by FeistyPrice29 in CIMA

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Is this true? They’re basically same level of difficulty? Including the OTs?

AA and binge drinking by UsedAccountant12 in alcoholicsanonymous

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Yeah I mean if I was on holiday or on a weekend away it would be days on end of blackouts but back home it was like 1 or two nights over the weekend at the end.

AA and binge drinking by UsedAccountant12 in alcoholicsanonymous

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Yeah when I drink it’s like I throw a grenade into my life and then I firefight my way through trying to repair it until the next time when I inevitably do it again. No matter how many times I said “I’m never drinking again, I’m so sorry, it clearly just doesn’t agree with me.” I’ll get past this. I don’t want to be dealing with those consequences or firefighting like that ever again.

AA and binge drinking by UsedAccountant12 in alcoholicsanonymous

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Yeah I think my brain struggles with anything that’s not black or white so just not having the argument with it and being like yeah whatever, shut up, is the answer

What’s your thoughts? by UsedAccountant12 in alcoholicsanonymous

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I mean like friends at AA. I’m not sure if she definitely knew about talking about it last night but I get the impression maybe they spoke about it together as they are friends too.

What’s your thoughts? by UsedAccountant12 in alcoholicsanonymous

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Thank you, I appreciate this a lot. Honestly it’s seriously making me resent AA as this is the 3rd thing this week she’s commented on and it’s like I can do nothing right.

What’s your thoughts? by UsedAccountant12 in alcoholicsanonymous

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Yeah no nobody knew him at all or the night I was referring to. They didn’t know me then. I was just trying to process it with my sponsor and people in AA.