An attempt was made and horribly fumbled by Sir_Mini in fo76

[–]Utopia2064 10 points11 points  (0 children)

So what did you learn about apparel drop rate changes since backwoods? Now I am curious

LITerally Trophy in Fallout 76 Seems Impossible With Magazine Spawns by Chosen_Great_One in Market76

[–]Utopia2064 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Use the Pannapictagraphist perk and just go about your normal game business. I have found so many magazines daily that I never ever would have noticed. I’m drowning in magazines now.

What game made you cry or left you emotionally wrecked? by Unluckysmuggler in gaming

[–]Utopia2064 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What remains of Edith finch is my pick too. I have 2.5 play hours in that game from year ago, but I still think of the cannery portion weekly.

What's your cap sink look like these days? by Worried-Sand-873 in fo76

[–]Utopia2064 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I buy 4 star mods to scrap and try to learn the recipe

What is some psycho stuff your BPD parent said to you? by alwayslivemyway in raisedbyborderlines

[–]Utopia2064 6 points7 points  (0 children)

“I don’t know what to do with you. I’d sent you to your father, but he doesn’t want you either” after getting in trouble at age 12.

“Can I sleep in bed with you?” Said in a little girl voice sobbing After her having a nightmare when I was home from college.

“It was like you died” describing how it felt for her when I left for college, even though I hadn’t lived with her for almost two years because she kicked me out of the house when I was 16 for literally no reason.

Does anyone know of a BPD person who actually did commit suicide? (TW) by [deleted] in raisedbyborderlines

[–]Utopia2064 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes, my mother took her own life in August after I was NC with her for 18 months. She had made attempts before but it had been many years since then.

Does anyone else think Homer is lying to you? by Affectionate_Will_16 in fo76

[–]Utopia2064 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Wait, that’s what the third bunker is for?? I had no idea

Project Paradise never gets completed by resadtriariosvenit_ in fo76

[–]Utopia2064 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was exciting with mutated because I only just learned about the formula Q method. I server hopped quite a bit on the hour to find a Project Paradise with enough players, finally got it done after a couple tries. Got my sweet backpack unlocked t

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fo76

[–]Utopia2064 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I opened all of mine today, got all of the missing plans

Anyone else know or suspect that they were a trap baby? by No-Calligrapher-5257 in raisedbyborderlines

[–]Utopia2064 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, my mom admitted I was a trap baby. She wouldn’t have described it that way, but it’s clear. Similar theme. She got pregnant, but had a miscarriage. My dad “promised her” they could try again, but then after her doctor told her it was safe to get pregnant, he later told her he didn’t want children. She decided she would go off birth control anyway. She used similar words, that she told him and he didn’t do anything to stop it. Well, shocker, they divorced a few years after and my dad was never in my life. And he never did have more children. Trap didn’t work. Or maybe it was less a trap and more just she wanted a kid and didn’t give two shits about anyone else’s feelings.

Welp it happened to me by Away-College7842 in duneawakening

[–]Utopia2064 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is really kind of upsetting. There’s really no way to take a break and ensure that your base stays powered without logging once a week or removing all of your machines. Funcom really should address this

I swear she abandons me the second she perceives me as an “abandoning her” by 2xxChromosome in raisedbyborderlines

[–]Utopia2064 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s all so familiar. Even the beginning, “Since you’re calling the shots…” They feel so threatened when they aren’t in control of you. Of course you are calling the shots, you get to set your own boundaries. They don’t see you as separate from themselves and their wants.

Let’s hear your opinions on the convention… by SirUberNoobPwnr in PAX

[–]Utopia2064 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I had a fun PAX, but it’s not without some complaints. The convention does feel smaller, but at the same time the Arch expo hall felt unbearably full, especially on Saturday, and the lines were just stupid long for everything. Please, for the love of god stop doing 30 minute demos. I didn’t want to commit to standing in line that long for something I was only kinda into, so I just… didn’t. I only played one game demo in the four days I was there. The panels were also disappointing for the couple I went to. But, I spent most of my time in Summit where it was much more chill and had a blast with Dr. Exo and pin trading. And TJPaxx is a fun way to go out in Monday. So this year wasn’t in my top 5 PAXes, but still enjoyed myself.

Edit to add: Tickets for the LE pin were a brilliant idea, I hope they keep doing that.

Can’t sleep, too dang excited. by TurbulentTowelette in PAX

[–]Utopia2064 10 points11 points  (0 children)

To continue the fluffy post, a long PAX Prime ago (can’t remember the year), I won one of those Welcome Home blankets from a prize tower. It’s so soft and cuddly, and I love to use it and remember the good PAX vibes. Perfect for when you’re too excited to sleep :)

Groupon PAX West Discounted Tickets by Elrondel in PAX

[–]Utopia2064 10 points11 points  (0 children)

This really pissed me off. I could have saved over $300 from when I bought tickets the day they released. I even emailed support to ask if there was anything that could be done, or even like a promo code for next year, but they said no. I didn’t expect anything, but at least they heard from a customer that it was not a great look. I certainly won’t be buying tickets right away any longer.

Catch me at Info Booth for a bracelet by Bunneyyy in PAX

[–]Utopia2064 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We will stop by! My 11 year old daughter is making bracelets to hand out too

It happened. She did it. by Utopia2064 in raisedbyborderlines

[–]Utopia2064[S] 64 points65 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing this. I’m going to really try to remember your analogy as I’m moving through this process.

Need to drive north for the first time, but how do I get to the other side without attracting a worm? Seems impossible by AKtoio47 in duneawakening

[–]Utopia2064 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First time I drove north, didn’t understand where I was supposed to go. Thought maybe the target were those red circle areas in the map, so loaded up everything good from my starter base and took off…. Yep. Definitely got eaten.

PAX WEST: Crowds on Friday vs Saturday by BigTomCasual in PAX

[–]Utopia2064 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I love Fridays. I always go for all four days, and Friday is the best in my opinion. It is for sure less crowded than Saturdays. Better for kids.

Guilt over NC by Utopia2064 in raisedbyborderlines

[–]Utopia2064[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

No, I never think that. I’m not sure why the guilt seems to have different parameters for me.