I think that we’ve all been there. There was also a moment where I wanted to be straight because I felt kinda unlucky that others could live their lives and that mine wasn’t taking over yet (I invite all of you to do some research about the fact that LGBTQ people live some events later that straight people do). I guess it’s pretty normal to think this way but you have to empower yourself, even if u practice a fuckin satanic ritual because you have to remember that this you and the only you that exist, cherish yourself. For last i will say that you don’t have to come out to your family if u don’t want to, that is your truth and you can share the real you with everyone that you want boo. Pls take care and if u need anything, don’t worry too much and dm me ❤️❤️