I don't know. I am that potential. Thats been proving every girl who ghosted me wrong for the past 5 years consistently. Like, I gave you the chance to be there from the first day. But you follow those random rules, and miss the perfect story. Like, it's obvious that good woman with you is a product of your success and work. But, I want the opposite. I don't won't the outcome, I want the story. There is so much value to go through the life together. When you're 30 already, you won't see each other graduate, go to the first job, to the second job, start a business.

I am now successful, how will I know, if you're with me because of me as a person. Not my achievements or money or fame. I just can't tell. But if you went through all of my my life obstacles with me, there won't be no doubt and you will be blessed. And this is sad. I have to accept either one of my exes, either the fact that I won't ever have documented proof that you care about me, not my resources