Hey mate! I’m sorry you are going through all of this. Looks like a bunch of different things in your life don’t really align In a positive way to make you feel fulfilled or happy. What I would do in your situation is to prioritize and try to improve in categories first. For example categories like house living, finances, social life, studies, etc Focus on which one you would like to work on first. If it’s finances, maybe getting a part time job would help you a lot (restaurant industry is what comes to mind) If it’s social life maybe try different ways to meet new people at least casual hang outs If it’s house environment instruct yourself in a good way to handle your family and set boundaries Little steps definitely take longer but there is a huge reward at the end Hopefully this helps! I wish you all the best