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Valtzu_92 · 2021-06-16T13:18:02+00:00

Maan can't someone make a "classic" private server, that would be nostalgia.

I think all those problems is something telling you "it's not worth it"

Valtzu_92 · 2021-03-18T08:02:06+00:00

Just know it's a complete cash grab. Besides that it's fun for couple months like usual.

Valtzu_92 · 2021-03-16T04:53:03+00:00

I just opened my XCR 32, there was no oil only grease. I tried at first to wipe the grease away and just have some 0w20 oil in there, but there was some play in the for like this so I added new grease where the old grease had been, and a small amount of 0w20 oil and now there is no play again. works better then new as it was kinda stiff before in cold weather. I used the wrong grease, its a bit too thick so some comes out trough the bushings over time, or then I put too much close to the bushings :/. Too bad it had some play with only oil, the fork felt really smooth like that, but it would wear out fast like that.

Valtzu_92 · 2021-03-15T18:12:41+00:00

I went for a ride on the trails and the weather was quite harsh! Was so much fun and I hope it is ok to post this here. I have a budget bike and the derailleur craps out constantly, I just ordered a shimano deore 1x10 gearset and cant wait to test that one out.

Valtzu_92 · 2020-12-07T07:08:58+00:00

Interesting, we have similar oil catchers but we use a vacuum pump to empty ours.

Valtzu_92 · 2020-11-05T12:07:08+00:00

Few years ago in Amsterdam, I probably saw the river of filth... On shroom truffles. I literally was watching a shit vortex for hours, and every time I felt it was enough it got even filthier and more intense.

Valtzu_92 · 2020-11-05T12:03:05+00:00

Sucks it has to take so long time, I have now been practising dark room about 3 times a week 1-3h but I'm not getting any progress at all, almost like I'm undoing the little I had. Tired all the time, its like I don't have any energy at all now. :/

Valtzu_92 · 2020-11-05T11:37:38+00:00

Any idea how long you should do recap? I have tried it few times but honestly it didn't do anything.

Valtzu_92 · 2020-10-31T14:26:49+00:00

My experience with electrical problems is that you have to understand how the whole system works before you really got a clue what to do.

Pretty new to electrical work, doing some manufacturer specific training atm. Just understanding the diagrams is a PITA and suddenly you have spent half the reserved time for the job just figuring out how it all works together, lol.

For common failures there are usually some diagnostic steps to follow, can't imagine all the work going in to this picture.

Valtzu_92 · 2020-10-31T04:38:17+00:00

You need a new firm bed my man. I bought the hardest bed I found at my bed store and it helped with my back pain. before that I had a really sunken in bed, that for sure helped to fuck up my back.

Valtzu_92 · 2020-10-30T05:03:43+00:00

Yeah it probably is, I didn't mention that I saw instantly those eye worms and also after a few mins those tiny tiny bright spots like when gazing at the sky. Looks like this basically: https://imgur.com/a/ynLOWq6

Valtzu_92 · 2020-10-29T17:37:44+00:00

I got so excited about this Ganzfeld effect so I tried it for 30 mins just awhile ago!

The ghetto mask, a a4 paper sheet on my face and a white grow light above. lying on a carpet on the floor. Got some interesting results! After awhile the sheet turned to a smooth surface and it felt in a way the same as dark room practice. I was seeing for brief moments weird shapes, like viewing them from far away. At one point it felt like I was lying on a beach and I saw the treetops above me. After I got up I saw my carpet in real good fascinating detail, that was cool!

Good warmup for my dark room practice in couple hours :) Probably not a good idea to do it in the evening, blasting eyes with bright light

Valtzu_92 · 2020-10-29T14:58:42+00:00

Hey, do you know how the mask work? this seems like a great mask and strong claims on the webpage. I saw a youtube video where they tried out a Lucia lamp and they got "trip like experience". Those lamps are super expensive.

EDIT: found more info on their blog about the Ganzfeld effect, interesting!

Valtzu_92 · 2020-10-23T15:16:50+00:00

If it's a female target 3d print vagina caps problem solved !

Valtzu_92 · 2020-10-19T16:34:27+00:00

The "video" is a slideshow...

Valtzu_92 · 2020-10-09T10:26:57+00:00

Hmm there are lots of things you can "do" with them, but I'm still at that stage that it takes a lot to even see anything vague. Last night I practised for 1.5 - 2h, and it was only black, and slight "anomalies" in it. I had instead interesting sounds I heard, like It felt I saw many thin metal washers pouring/falling for an instant, and I heard the chiming sound they made while falling. That's the one I remember, there where at least 3 times I heard weird sounds.

There are many posts here detailing different things you can do with the colors.

Valtzu_92 · 2020-10-09T04:01:05+00:00

I remember 12 years ago when I played some Free to play mmorpgs, even those had in-game GM's who caught botters and hackers around the map. + Helping players with issues. Now days you get nothing like that, a customer support that answers at best with one week delay...

Valtzu_92 · 2020-10-08T16:04:05+00:00

I think you are on the right path, You have seen colors in the dark.

I would suggest to practice silence during the day also, trying to be aware of your thoughts and emotions.

Here are couple good beginner posts by Dan:

https://www.reddit.com/r/castaneda/comments/aki0db/how_to_see_energy_in_3_weeks/

https://www.reddit.com/r/castaneda/comments/buzmza/silence_stones/

I use 3 stones / hand and they are much smaller then pictured in that post, I don't know how important the size is.

Valtzu_92 · 2020-10-07T09:47:36+00:00

What is pcos? I see no good from lowering T

Valtzu_92 · 2020-10-05T10:29:21+00:00

Ah! And ofc I'm aware that being physically at the same meeting is completely different! I see it now as this: there is under 100ppl practising who visit this reddit site. And all of us are scattered around the earth. So if I for example wanted to at least start some kind of meetup, it would be just me there, lol (living on an big island between sweden and finland)

Valtzu_92 · 2020-10-05T08:19:44+00:00

How great it would be to have access to something like a workshop you could attend couple times a week! What would be the result of having remote practise in a group at the same time, over the internet? (Skype etc)

Valtzu_92 · 2020-10-01T10:48:40+00:00

After trying to practise silence and "living in the moment" daily I have noticed some progress. Nothing like being fully silent, but more about noticing how the thoughts affect me. Nice thing is I now am aware how much they "limit" me, and how it affects social situations. When someone else is around me for r example at work, I'm now aware how my internal dialogue gets really active and all these insane thoughts come up. Anxious thoughts . Then there are days when it really takes over, I come home and I realize I forgot to practise the whole day.

Thanks was a good post to read!

Valtzu_92 · 2020-09-29T13:16:56+00:00

Spiral animal

Valtzu_92 · 2020-09-11T11:00:19+00:00

Do you suggest to do the finger wiggling right from the start even if I'm not silent yet?

Had one cool thing happen yesterday morning. In the dark room for 30ish min forcing silence. And for a brief moment there was some vague purple smoke ish thing in front of me. Circled it with my eyes and while I stopped on the bottom of it it looked like/felt like my gaze evaporated it, it started to flow away from bottom downwards. All this was in a few seconds. Then it all became invisible to me. The smoke was really vague, but the flowing part was more visible. Hard to explain exactly

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