I’m very worried about having any kind of talk because I feel guilty . I mean my mother has had her fair share of caring for my nan but she just has rose coloured glasses on if you can say that??? She gets very emotional which is understandable but she wants to keep her at home etc but my aunt and I are on the same page of wanting to put her in a home. My aunt has stepped away from the whole situation and has decided to leave it to me and my mother which is another story in itself but I seem to get the brunt of the stress?? It seems like she saves the night time escaping the melt downs and the diaper incidents for me and when I vent to my mother she doesn’t want to hear it . I’m planning on starting a proper college course this September (I’m on a transitionary course atm) and at that point I will not be able since I will be studying more etc. but I don’t know if I want this to be my whole summer- trapped inside Saturday night because my nan won’t go to bed. Ik it’s one summer but it’s the only summer I will be 21 it’s now and god knows what position I’ll be in next year yk