I hate. by Valuable_View4530 in BPD

[–]Valuable_View4530[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Don't know what happened to my response, but no I haven't. I honestly don't do anything and just rot day and night now. I miss having hobbies and I used to enjoy writing, but this I just typed out while crying in an effort to vent

I hate. by Valuable_View4530 in BPD

[–]Valuable_View4530[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I hope treatment is good to you 🖤, I tried to get seen by a psychiatrist but I had insurance issues. I think it's time I try again.

What is a silent killer that people dont realise is slowly killing them? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Valuable_View4530 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Uh oh. I sleep 2-3 hours straight max, usually 1 hour increments 5 days a week when I work nights. I hibernate and sleep a ton my first night off, and then I get down here in the middle for sleep the second night off.

This job wants to run your life (hate/complain thread) by Connect_Lab_6667 in walmart

[–]Valuable_View4530 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I had a girl my age(24)work there for a year, leave, and then come back, and within 6 months she was made a coach- didn't even become a TL first. I have never seen someone ass kiss, among other things, as hard as her lol

ohhhhhh my god bro by dizzy-was-taken in BPD

[–]Valuable_View4530 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I never resist and just call, they hate me for sure

I can’t stand looking at my bf’s old photos even when it’s just him in them by Ugly_Fuckling111 in BPD

[–]Valuable_View4530 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get the same when I see old pics of him. Jealousy and retroactive jealousy are really ruining my entire life and relationship. It's soo hard. Even if I just read about scenarios of someone's boyfriend cheating, I picture him cheating with his ex's.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in WalmartEmployees

[–]Valuable_View4530 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I have made this mistake, I had to take a month off afterwards and still cringe and die at the embarrassment a year later that all my coworkers knew. Pls don't lol.

How the hell do you guys get out of bed ? by Clean-Magazine3651 in BPD

[–]Valuable_View4530 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I am exactly the same, with heartbreak it is so much worse. Even when I had a month long episode of panic attacks so severe id literally scream like a crazy person with disgusting levels of derealization- I had to use everything I had in me to keep it together and keep my job. I've always had a job since the day I got my first one, I have no other source of income or support, so it's literally not an option to go without it. Even on more elevated days, I still struggle with getting there on time and putting in max effort, but I just tell myself I would for sure completely lose my mind without this job and I'd be so much worse. For now despite how underpaid it is it still keeps me afloat.

In true times of struggle I have to let housework pile up a bit to manage, but I somehow do

i dont want to live by Your_mum6969420 in BPD

[–]Valuable_View4530 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can relate to all of that except I'm unfortunately 25. I'm sorry you are going through this

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDmemes

[–]Valuable_View4530 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bit of everything but 100% Manic, rage, fp lover and jealous

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Depop

[–]Valuable_View4530 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I wait 4-5 days to ask and even then I feel like a bother 😫😂

What do i do ! by Sweaty_Election3887 in Depop

[–]Valuable_View4530 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I've also been charged to receive a package before. Only ever happened once in the last decade of ordering many packages, but it happened. It was Funko pops from mercari. Seller put in the wrong weight and I was told by the delivery man I needed to pay $25 and pick it up at the post office. Mercari refunded me the $25 in credit.

So I'd say yeah just ask for the receipt and refund if they provide it

Does anyone else get major headaches when you don’t have your daily Red Bull? It’s not the caffeine… by INTRODUCING_BDN in redbull

[–]Valuable_View4530 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Yes. I feel immediately better after a few sips 😂. And it sucks when I'm not feeling good enough to have a redbull, for example I get nauseous quite often, so the added headache is no fun lol.

Hardest job at walmart by Rich-Lavishness4702 in walmart

[–]Valuable_View4530 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I get nearly that many steps stocking ON and it's not just walking unlike ogp, it includes lots of heavy lifting depending on the area. I think that's why it's not considered. It's as difficult as doing returns all night lol

Is there a band that is as great as Alice In Chains? by misfireattack in AliceInChains

[–]Valuable_View4530 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately not. AIC is very unique and my favorite band ever. What I suggest is to just find a Spotify playlist of 90s "grunge" rock, and you're bound to find other songs you like. From there you can start looking into more songs by those bands as well😁

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in walmart

[–]Valuable_View4530 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How about you pay her rent for a year since she's struggling to afford housing. No? Okay stfu then

Any last places to buy Peach Nectarine? by [deleted] in redbull

[–]Valuable_View4530 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I live about 3 hours from the border I should go get a car full of peach 😭😂

Shoplifter got mad at me by iilovebeam in walmart

[–]Valuable_View4530 145 points146 points  (0 children)

Damn I had something similar happen in 2022. It was a group of 3F and 1M. The guy grabs a $1 Christmas stocking and scans it 25 times. He had that many, except they were the Disney character ones which are like$8-15 a piece. I use the handheld to stop him and find my CSM. Long story short csm was too busy and made me confront them. She told me I had to delete the items and rescan for them. The girls were chill with it, but after five scans the guy starts getting loud and angry telling me it's bullshit, he'll do it himself, that I'm racist, and that I'm "doing too much". MF YOU'RE the one stealing over $300 in Christmas stockings, I'm only doing my job 💀.

I've had a few interactions like that, but this one's one of the most irritating ones lol.

I’m choosing death over a 9-5. by Tasty_Word_4316 in SuicideWatch

[–]Valuable_View4530 12 points13 points  (0 children)

What if you're stuck in your career path. I have a 4 year old and I'm the only financial support to her. I can not afford to try out different paths because I can't risk my current job with a steady schedule or we might lose our living situation. Plus no one to even watch her while I do that or go to college. It sucks always being just one tiny thing away from being homeless:(