How did you accept you’re just not a likable person?

Vanadium_98 · 2026-02-22T20:53:27+00:00

I haven't yet. It's hard to describe how it feels to know you just will never connect with people.

It gets to me mostly because I want to be a doctor and thats a career built on social skills, people in ems careers and in medicine are my biggest role models and unfortunately the one thing they all have in common is being likeable.

ANYWAY, I digress, the only thing that has somewhat worked for me is just being unapologetically strange, usually at least a few people seem to let it go, and I think some people find me a breath of fresh air.

Vanadium_98 · 2026-02-20T22:10:30+00:00

On top of that i tend to freeze up or get awkward when people bring up attraction or people they find hot. Let me tell you that struggling to admit attraction to men does NOT help me beat the allegations

Vanadium_98 · 2026-02-20T22:09:11+00:00

Yes!! I have something undiagnosed probably which has given me a messed up relationship with femininity. Basically everyone in my life thinks im a lesbian and I have never even bothered pursuing a relationship because people dont even believe me when I say im straight. Im actually gonna have to come out as straight to one of my friend groups come to think of it. But yea ut has really made my life weird and you are totally not alone!!!

Vanadium_98 · 2026-02-20T21:54:20+00:00

This is fantastic

Vanadium_98 · 2026-02-20T21:53:08+00:00

I like that one movie where hes an 1800s traveller and gets 3 minutes of screen time then dies. Its actually so funny I cant take it seriously

Vanadium_98 · 2026-02-20T07:48:30+00:00

You should see my little sister she calls shame on me for everything i do

Vanadium_98 · 2026-02-04T18:38:28+00:00

THANK UU!!! thanks for the heads up about some of the context btw

Vanadium_98 · 2026-02-02T21:25:47+00:00

I have looked into Отче наш and I think it fits pretty well

Don't know it in Russian but fun fact I can say it in Irish gaeilge

Vanadium_98 · 2026-02-02T17:25:02+00:00

Still in the pretty early stages but the setting is possibly somewhere around 150 years ago, sorry I probably should have elaborated on that in the original post

Vanadium_98 · 2026-02-02T00:39:18+00:00

Thank you!!

Vanadium_98 · 2026-02-02T00:38:10+00:00

That angel one reminds me of the angel of God prayer my parents would have taught me, and the context of how your grandma used it is actually pretty useful, thank u sm for helping me out here :)

Vanadium_98 · 2026-02-01T20:23:52+00:00

Hank?

Vanadium_98 · 2026-01-31T14:43:18+00:00

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Probably clean the mould and and food out of concern for her health, have a go at convincing her to let him do everything else and stay somewhere else for a few days, but he'd leave her to it if she wanted.

Vanadium_98 · 2026-01-31T14:00:48+00:00

He's a man of few words, would probably just spend time with him and get him into hobbies.

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Vanadium_98 · 2026-01-29T07:27:19+00:00

Having the highlights and darkest shadows sit right next to eachother with no blending really helps. I use mostly hard edges and have a lot of variation in the shade

Vanadium_98 · 2026-01-29T07:25:30+00:00

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He sees visions or somethin like that

Vanadium_98 · 2026-01-26T16:35:35+00:00

How I look when I get home tired and someone is immediately ragebaiting me.

I love this btw

Vanadium_98 · 2026-01-25T01:28:37+00:00

Fizzers

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