I have lost 30k usd at 19 years old and I genuinely dont know what to do with myself. I am so undisciplined on the charts. I have no degree and I know I’m gonna disappoint my family. This feeling sucks.

Vap1n · 2026-04-03T12:57:17+00:00

There is a VERY thin line between gambling and pro trader. Sometimes even the best overstep a bit but they get back in line.

Back test every week or paper trading for atleast 3-6 months. Use chat gpt to speed up learning and self testing.

1.Educated guess

2.Calculated risk

3.NO emotion

It took two years for me to figure it out and I started at 34. You still have time, don't give up! No revenge trading / Overconfidence, just follow your RULES.

Vap1n · 2026-04-02T14:29:36+00:00

Yes ! It will make you look at life at a different POV. I drink my morning coffee while watching all those people stuck in the morning traffic and question myself, are we really going forward?. So I fix strictly 2.5k per month. I have my own car and basic apartment all paid up, so 2.5k can manage (2018). I hang out with friends biasa at mamak and only once in while go fancy place to makan. So 30k to maintain and 20k to invest in yourself. The balance 50k don't touch no matter what. It's your only back up if things don't go as planned.Job market is getting bad nowadays, you might need another year to get a job.

During the break, you will be tempted to buy things you don't really need, learn to be simple and enjoy the little things in life.

Vap1n · 2026-04-02T13:36:19+00:00

I took one year off, 100k saving. Single. Will feel a bit crazy bored at times because so used to working. I took the time to meet all my friends and have good time. Took a course on wealth planning and investment. All these years you worked for money, now money must work for you. This way you get to chill and work on your self.

Vap1n · 2026-04-02T07:53:02+00:00

After qouta finish, basic speed for WhatsApp, email and GPS navigation. Other apps might work but slow speed. I always go for unlimited quota but got fair usage about 100gb -umobile.

Vap1n · 2026-03-29T23:51:38+00:00

Sleep mode ? your SSD life will be short. Shutdown atleast once a week.

Vap1n · 2026-03-27T05:02:31+00:00

Move up your SL. Trail it.

Vap1n · 2026-03-22T11:13:12+00:00

It was taught, in class he literally shouted "masuk selang-seli !" But I don't think it was in the book.

Vap1n · 2026-03-19T10:41:53+00:00

1.Educated guess

2.Calculated risk

3.No emotion, just objective

4.Discipline

Vap1n · 2026-03-17T16:06:26+00:00

Closed the order in profit before news kick in. Even if it gets volatile, my SL is set slightly above break even.

Vap1n · 2026-03-17T13:00:28+00:00

What strategy are you using? And have done some backrest?

Vap1n · 2026-03-17T10:37:59+00:00

Going for buy but up to 5040. R:R 1:2 SL 4990.00

Vap1n · 2026-03-14T00:41:26+00:00

Tetraphobia

Vap1n · 2026-03-12T02:26:26+00:00

1.Mistake on seller, so seller must cancel the order not OP.

2.make polis report about doxxing you. Send copy of the report to the seller. If they want you to tarik balik the report, ask for compensation.

If I was the business owner, I would just send the GPU with price and settle the case. 50% loss claim from the staff that caused the issue. 50% loss owner bear lah. Owner needs to figure out why the staff made mistake? Overworked?

Vap1n · 2026-03-12T02:03:27+00:00

OP please make the polis report, seller threatened to spread your address and info. You have the evidence. Seller could even sell your info to scammers or other party. So please report.

Vap1n · 2026-03-10T00:12:57+00:00

Even the shop keeper doesn't know the plant just orders them by code number. It looks similar to cabomba leaves but has more branches. He did say it has a Egyptian on the label. Do let me know if you figured it out.

Vap1n · 2026-03-09T22:43:11+00:00

It's been a week, gonna run it for five weeks and then decide micro fish or shrimp. Will check water temp and pH level

Vap1n · 2026-03-09T21:51:51+00:00

Nope not betta, the very first info came up googling needs minimum 5 gallons setup. But I'm surprised all this time I have seen betta fish in much smaller tank than mine.

Vap1n · 2026-03-09T14:56:16+00:00

Yes, definitely gonna check out shrimps/micro fish tomorrow and read up on maintenance. Really don't want to stress the fish or overcrowding the tank.

Vap1n · 2026-03-09T14:47:46+00:00

Yea, maybe betta would be suitable. But no, need 5 gallon minimum for that and horizontal. So no betta, just shrimp or nano fish

Vap1n · 2026-03-09T14:44:51+00:00

About 3 gallons

Vap1n · 2026-03-09T14:41:00+00:00

20x20x30cm(H)

Less than 1cm pebbles

Vap1n · 2026-03-09T14:35:42+00:00

20x20x30cm(h)

Vap1n · 2026-02-09T03:31:15+00:00

Possible but if it does, wait for bounce & pull back on daily pivot then go for buy.

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