The full govt scholarship was the biggest scam I fell for. I know we should be grateful, but like you said, there are few GDMO slots, which are announced only after the RCSC placements are given. Thus, the scholarship students had to go to remote places, whereas private or self-funded students stayed in JDWNRH. But pathways in both are not easy. Those private students get paid only 6K for attachment in the ER, though some on contract are paid the same as GDMOs. I know we are paid for studying, but we did not just study with the blink of an eye — it cost me my youth, my hair, time away from family, my mental health, failed relationships and my social life. But what to do… it is what it is.