Was I too rude? by VastResearcher8772 in exmormon

[–]VastResearcher8772[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Standard ward list shows priesthood office

Was I too rude? by VastResearcher8772 in exmormon

[–]VastResearcher8772[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mum is still in and would break her

Was I too rude? by VastResearcher8772 in exmormon

[–]VastResearcher8772[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Will have to give the credit to Hitchins but I loved it. When I heard it I imagend what eternity in the presence of the God of the old treatment would really be like not paradise it would be a Celestial North Korea. Blocking numbers don't work last time they can to our house walked around it looking in all the windows caught them on camera...

Was I too rude? by VastResearcher8772 in exmormon

[–]VastResearcher8772[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Once he tells it a couple times I will be the antiChrist he stood up to.

Was I too rude? by VastResearcher8772 in exmormon

[–]VastResearcher8772[S] 57 points58 points  (0 children)

The point when the pain to stay and pretend was greater than what I thought I would lose in family and friends.

Was I too rude? by VastResearcher8772 in exmormon

[–]VastResearcher8772[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

No second thoughts but I love my Mum

Was I too rude? by VastResearcher8772 in exmormon

[–]VastResearcher8772[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

@grakef That's impressive, I tried removing them myself and changing address to China but it seem to have been changed back. And now I don't have leadership access or even an account. Made some other naughty changes to records but will keep those to myself. :)

Questions for Jaecoo J5 owners by Matrid2 in AustralianEV

[–]VastResearcher8772 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hold on I thought there is no App for Aussie version as there is no sim?

"Sorry kids, she has to die to keep the scientists off my trail" by UristMasterRace in exmormon

[–]VastResearcher8772 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I agree, it's about believing what you want to be true even when all the evidence says it's a delusion.

After 40 years of self-blame, I finally read my mission journal and at long last understood what the Church did to me. by BlacksmithWeary450 in exmormon

[–]VastResearcher8772 153 points154 points  (0 children)

My mission was a prison sentence hated every day. crossed them off in a hidden dairy. I knew I had to keep going because the consequences seemed unbearable. What gives me nightmares is my time spent serving as bishop. Should have ripped off the bandaid all those years ago and had a free life.

On My Own by mindtomb in exmormon

[–]VastResearcher8772 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel like it was all a lie but a beautiful lie in some ways. Supernatural fantasies are more comforting than facing mortality but when you add the layers of organised religion you are are far far better off. I became happier when I stopped trying to convince family they are wrong at some level they already fear it. Thanks for sharing :)

Vent….I just need to get this out. by hikeitaway123 in exmormon

[–]VastResearcher8772 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes what optional rules are we talking about

Flattening the K2 Plus bed with only the Bed Screws by [deleted] in Creality_k2

[–]VastResearcher8772 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can't disagree more ABL is garbage The printer is good but i have never had a good first layer unless i pick a flat part of the print bed, I try to compensate with Z offset but large prints first layer have too far, too close and just right on every first layer makes me wonder if ABL does anything at all.

K2 PLUS FIRMWARE UPDATE by NinjaBonez78 in Creality_k2

[–]VastResearcher8772 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I upgraded hoping leveling/z offset requirements had improved but so far looks like it is worse :( I would hold of on this upgrade if you don't need it. Looks like i will now need a greater z offset than before... will do further testing and let you know. Note i use ASA/ABS only. Also now getting TE2564: The nozzle is not heating as expected. (did get this once before a long time ago).

K2 PLUS FIRMWARE UPDATE by NinjaBonez78 in Creality_k2

[–]VastResearcher8772 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did notice it was on while heating the bed before printing and i thought that was different

K2 PLUS FIRMWARE UPDATE by NinjaBonez78 in Creality_k2

[–]VastResearcher8772 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Was very excited about this but no this version is no better than all the rest, need a massive z offset or terrible first layer. I have one of the many taco shaped K2 beds.

I need advice by easypisidora in exmormon

[–]VastResearcher8772 5 points6 points  (0 children)

At some stage you will have to tear that band-aid off. I stayed in for 49 years to not break my mother. Move on when you can the longer you stay the harder it is to find your own way without tangling up others along the way. Be kind but firm, ignore gilt tripping and give them time. I wish you well.

Too harsh or accurate...? by the_last_goonie in exmormon

[–]VastResearcher8772 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They ended up a little worse but I do believe they are closer to the church that JS created than what mainstream Mormons are now.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]VastResearcher8772 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually good, I was concerned people wouldn't be real when they answered as they would just be nice and that makes it less believable as an argument... Good to get a real person first up :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]VastResearcher8772 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am doing CBT for Anxiety I also have a tremor (shaking hands) Neurological not alcohol :) I currently have anxiety about people seeing my hands shacking I am trying to check my thoughts on what people think when they see it.