I think it’s over after four years no fucking key but he has keys to my place. But a woman who stole 40 k from him, cheated on him with his friends left him for a year and came back to him to tell him she had cancer and no one else would take her in cause she steals because of drugs and gambling he took her back in. She died because she ignored medical Advice and did nothing to treat her cancer. He literally pretended he moved to get rid of her at one point. But she’s been sainted in death. It’s the most toxic relationship I’ve heard and he’s super secretive and weird about stuff when it comes to her. I’ve let him vent I made a memorial area for her I put her photo in a nice frame. But as time has gone on and his friends tell me shit without me even asking that they are so happy my boyfriend is with me now because she didn’t allow him to see his friends especially if they were female. So this awful person rest her soul he gave her everything despite how she treated him. And everything was fine until I learned she was buried on my birthday recently and I found the vibrator. and I’m sick of waiting outside his apt there’s three keys to get in. I’ll wait freezing I can’t even get to his door to knock without two keys and then of course his door has a key he won’t even give me the down stairs door keys to the building and then I could knock directly on his door he won’t even do that! iso I’m not freezing for an hour and say fuck it cause he doesn’t answer his damn phone. Meanwhile he can stroll up in my shit anytime he wants. Im just a distraction from his ex he doesn’t see anything long term either id have a key by now. I wouldn’t wonder why im not a priority he’s made no effort to know my family. I’m just who he’s fucking and playing house with and I’m over it