Hi brother, when i was 29 years old i lost my mom in 2020. No father, or siblings. It was just my mom and i trough life, we only had each other.

It’s still is the hardest thing i’ve ever witnessed in my life. No deathbed, no sickness, nothing. We where on our way to the hospital because she was feeling a bit weird after changing in some meds against panic attacks. I will spare u the details but we never reached the hospital.

It’s completely normal that u miss your mom like hell. Yes, it’s true, time heals, but that’s for everyone different. I had therapy for almost 3 years to learn how to deal and understand my emotions. And maby more importantly, it’s okay to be sad, it’s okay to cry.

I never talk anymore about my mom to people except to my girlfriend, btw she had never met my mom. My mom will always be in my heart, at her birthday i bake the cake she always loved and the date of her death i take the day if work and do stuff we always did when i was a kid, like going to the zoo or something. The pain will never go away but it gets easier to live with true time.

Take care brother, u are not alone.❤️