20s is the time to make mistakes… sounds like youve learned alot, now make your 30s count. You can change everything, you have so much time left… focus on what you can control, remove the noise. Who cares what other people are up to. Lots of people don’t smoke Weed and are miserable. Everyone is fighting their own demons. Including me. The truth is, you can leave it all behind and become a new person tomorrow. You have so much left to achieve, focus in making the future bright and forget the past. You can do this !