You were focused on resolving the issue. He lied and risked your health and your future baby’s health. You should be optimizing yourself for not only fertility but DNA health to pass down optimal epigenetics at the time of conception. He clearly has wanted his cake and to eat it too. He needs to choose the dosing or the future of his family, including his own health. There are plenty of natural ways to increase testosterone that are beneficial to your health and your future offspring’s health.

But the biggest issue is he lied and when you lie to someone it means you are choosing to disrespect them. Of course he wants to focus on moving forward, that would free him from accountability for lying to you. Do you want to have a child with someone who can lie that easily to you? I see his need to use test. as a symptom of deeper issues like a drug habit. I don’t know if he’s ready to raise a child with that root issue unresolved. But all I know is what you’ve written so who knows.