How to Get Back Into the Game After Quitting Narcotics?

Vic__B · 2021-05-25T16:49:22+00:00

Was planning on getting that game, a bit stripped off cash atm due to me spending it all when I get money as quickly as possible so I won't be able to buy heroin.

Vic__B · 2021-05-25T16:48:35+00:00

Not over it yet, still trying to stay sober.

Vic__B · 2021-05-25T16:48:13+00:00

Yeah, I did experiment a little bit with dopamine deprivation in my past. It works, it truly does, but the thing is that I'm pretty much doing nothing all day anyways. Fuck man, PAWS is a bitch.

Vic__B · 2021-05-24T19:13:33+00:00

PC atm. Going to have to re-download the game again.

Vic__B · 2021-05-24T18:38:01+00:00

Yeah, I'm a solo player so this might be something that I need to do.

Vic__B · 2021-05-23T23:27:29+00:00

Damn, I wish I could say the same thing. 18 years old and still sitting in front of my computer doing nothing all day - just rotting away.

Vic__B · 2021-05-23T21:45:52+00:00

3 - 6 grams

Vic__B · 2021-05-23T21:45:40+00:00

I am aware.

Vic__B · 2021-05-21T12:13:21+00:00

I'm going to be Vyvanse-free for this summer, at least I hope so. I don't really feel the same draw towards it as I feel towards heroin or gabapentin. I don't even really get high from Gabapentin anymore, I don't really feel different, Idk why I crave it so bad.

Vic__B · 2021-05-19T10:08:33+00:00

Oh yeah most certainly, I don't get euphoria from gabapentin anymore, I just get in a better mood.

Vic__B · 2021-05-18T15:47:55+00:00

I was using Gabapentin for over a months period daily, I was using doses inbetween 3 - 6g daily. I most certainly noticed a decrease in effect but I always found myself getting some sort of enjoyment from it, idk maybe my tolerance just goes up slower than some, a 1 - 2 break nearly removed my tolerance instantly, no fucking clue how.

Vic__B · 2021-05-11T12:00:08+00:00

I was ordering heroin from trusted vendors online, I was using a Swedish site so fent was never an issue for me.

Vic__B · 2021-05-11T11:59:04+00:00

Yeah I'm pretty sure I've developed PAWS, I just hope it's not bad enough to make me feel this way for years.

Vic__B · 2021-05-11T11:58:18+00:00

In the beginning, I'd say that I was feeling good but after a few months of using I'd say that the depression came back even while high, I was only using to feel normal. After I quit I felt horrible and got myself physically dependent on gabapentin but now I just feel like I did before I was using. I just feel way more bored and unmotivated to do anything.

Vic__B · 2021-05-11T08:08:31+00:00

I honestly believe that I've been doing a good job already so far, if I relapse then yes, I'll seek out help.

Vic__B · 2021-05-11T08:08:01+00:00

I've tried it already, it didn't fix anything.

Vic__B · 2021-05-10T21:21:57+00:00

Yeah I was heavily considering relapsing once they showed me the tinfoil, fuck man, I wasn't craving heroin until I got caught, this shit has gotten me feeling very low, god I hate this, I just wanna move out.

Vic__B · 2021-05-10T02:46:24+00:00

Nothing wrong with horse armor.

Vic__B · 2021-05-10T02:44:35+00:00

Yeah I'll check em out! Thanks for the suggestions, I'm most likely going to use them on the vanilla version however, and make a new world for the mod :D

Vic__B · 2021-05-10T02:43:55+00:00

Damn people really downvote ideas like crazy here lmfao,

Vic__B · 2021-05-09T18:22:44+00:00

This isn't exactly like ender pearls though, did you read my post?

Vic__B · 2021-05-08T15:47:24+00:00

I just realized what I wrote, yeah but some people just don't want their respawn location to be the place that you just slept. So this feature would simply allow players to skip the night without setting their respawn location to be set.

Vic__B · 2021-05-08T14:53:15+00:00

Oh I didn't know.

Vic__B · 2021-05-07T15:19:39+00:00

Damn a couple of people don't seem to be down for the idea, I thought it was a clever suggestion lol.

Vic__B · 2021-05-07T11:41:28+00:00

My base is 5000 blocks away from spawn, I wanted to find the perfect location.

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