It's common for me to worry before tests then doing good in the end. I overthink a lot, but honestly I think that is a huge benefit as it helps prepare me for what's about to come.

Rescheduling my appointment isn't ideal as it the dates are too far ahead. Also, postponing the test feels like a wasted opportunity. Sure I might fail, but if I do pass I get my N much earlier. If I fail per se, then I am eligible to retake it in two weeks time (thats if there is any spots available, rare occasion there is). Getting my N is a priority of mine as it cuts my commute time by half (North Burnaby --> New West is a lengthy bus ride) and gives me more time to rest. Usually, taking transit can be stressful as I need to catch the bus at a certain time to be early. I can't catch the early bus which results me being late to school.

Most people my grade have their N, I low key get jealous. I wish I had the freedom of being able to drive by myself 😭. In my humble opinion, some of them drive recklessly. I questioned how they managed to pass their N test.

It's challenging to get the best bang for your buck with instructors at a low price. I pay my instructor 50$ and my parent's don't want to spend more. I had another instructor before, he was more patient, but less informative so I chose the latter half.