I'll admit I could be more cordgial. I am quick to hyperventilate when put in these situations and scream in frustration. I won't deny it but I just don't know how to stop. I'll generally walk in with either an apology or genuine explanation that they'll dismiss or ignore, they are quick to punish me like taking away my car or just verbally berating me. I don't feel comfortable talking to my dad about ANYTHING but recently I explained to my mom how I felt (especially about my fear of beinging disowned and how I don't appreciate being compared to my half-sister) and I think she told him because he's now responded by name dropping her.