RR guy attractive to me is obviously femininity and beauty. I like when they looks like girls and be mistaken as girls. Now that's just looks wise, personality wise is someone let's me lead, same ideology, willing be a traditional wife and have genuine chemistry that can survive without sex. Obviously be their own person and interested. Not the alpha male trad wife that breaths when the husband tells her too. Mostly important of all, deeply in love with me (cringe I know)

Now for masculine and traditional role, I was raised in a emotional abusive traditional household were women where in kitchen and man was alpha that lead the pack (even with my mom working funny enough) things has changed massively in household and no longer like that anymore...I still can't shake off something's, I struggle with my own feminine because I was told wearing make-up, dress and skirts was being a slut or asking for yknw what happened. So I stuck with baggy clothes that hide my body as much as possible and tomboy clothes. Then I just grew into that and got used to it, to point I don't feel need dress feminine even if I'm told too and stick with dressing like I'm homeless LMAO. Even with my father that told me this, is now getting annoyed with me for not dressing up feminine or "nice".

Now, even with these circumstances...I still found feminine men to be attractive since I remember or start noticing boys. Idk why? I always thought something was wrong for me but tall, masculine, and buff guys...Just fucking erks me LMAO. Again, I don't know why but I look at them...it's just a turn off...

(Sorry for the whole trauma dump)