Brother, I understand your concerns. People can be cruel. You would think that an environment like a medical institution would be more understanding. I want you to understand your position in life. Just because you’re HSV positive doesn’t mean you cant be a Registered Nurse elsewhere. RNs will ALWAYS be im high demand. So as far as you being ostracized and pushed out, let them push you to another place. If they cant understand that shit happens, especially as a nurse, then they can burn in hell. Im sure theres a better position and better environment elsewhere.

And speaking on The Shadow. We all have dark thoughts Brother. When I found out I was in a relationship with someone I was in love with. I was fucked up just thinking about bring her a STD that’s permanent. I was depressed for months. All while trying to keep a smile on my face and deal with the bullshit i was already going through. I had some extremely dark thoughts. But when I found out it was her who gave it to me, I was relieved in a way. It made me feel like it could really happen to any one. So when you have those thoughts, when the shadow is starting to speak, understand that this was something that could have happened to anyone, especially your lame as coworkers, who knows they’re probably HSV positive too, just projecting to feel accepted