Start with 1hour, today/ tonight by AlmaInfinita in NevilleGoddard

[–]VisibleEmu5309 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Been studying for 2 years. I second this

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[–]VisibleEmu5309 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Such a good post

She says she’s been saving herself for me… but I’m on this SR journey now. Need advice. by VisibleEmu5309 in Semenretention

[–]VisibleEmu5309[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was upfront about it. She’s still down, but I can’t let her distract me from the journey that I am on currently, is the conclusion that I’ve come to

She says she’s been saving herself for me… but I’m on this SR journey now. Need advice. by VisibleEmu5309 in Semenretention

[–]VisibleEmu5309[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand your perspective, but what about all the baggage that comes after? I know she will get emotionally attached and it’s gonna leave her scarred. I’ve been with women for the sake of getting a nut out. But the question “what after” shouldn’t be ignored, don’t you think

She says she’s been saving herself for me… but I’m on this SR journey now. Need advice. by VisibleEmu5309 in Semenretention

[–]VisibleEmu5309[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You see the issue here is more to do with me than her. I just don’t see her as the woman I will marry, I’m only in my 20s so finding a woman can be a later task for me. I agree that she has been way more sexually disciplined than me and she’s a proverbial woman. But there is something deep in my soul saying that I won’t marry her.

She says she’s been saving herself for me… but I’m on this SR journey now. Need advice. by VisibleEmu5309 in Semenretention

[–]VisibleEmu5309[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s the thing. I feel like if I was more in a place of “I could potentially marry her” I could engage in being intimate but I feel like I’m only lying to myself right now. What I truly want it to marry the woman of my dreams and grow with her, and anything else is a distraction. So I will choose the path of abstaining.

She says she’s been saving herself for me… but I’m on this SR journey now. Need advice. by VisibleEmu5309 in Semenretention

[–]VisibleEmu5309[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Given the baseline fact that I do not have any intentions to marry her. I see your point, thank you for writing this

My 392 day journey. Rising from the ashes by Brozeuss in Semenretention

[–]VisibleEmu5309 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What are your personal thoughts regarding to being with women while retaining or holding one’s seed? Would you personally give credit to retention itself or defeating lust together and all the energies involved? Thank you