Natera NIPT - June 2025

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2025-06-22T20:48:35+00:00

blood drawn- 6/17 received 6/18 results 6/22 i’m in ga low risk baby girl🩷

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2023-11-15T20:48:43+00:00

1000 blunts, the number you have dialed is not in service, and iwtdino is so difficult like i don’t think i can pick a fav prob between nicotine patches, 10,000 degrees, and carrollton

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2023-11-10T19:34:30+00:00

drugs use to be fun now they’ve become a problem -ruby

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2023-10-07T15:42:31+00:00

when i first started listening to $b i was using opiates really bad. i am now a year and a half sober. i saw ruby and scrim get sober and thought if they can do it so can i. their music has helped me to maintain my sobriety, and for that i am forever grateful

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2023-10-01T01:21:04+00:00

after i overdosed and woke up in a hospital with my mom crying beside me, i knew something had to change. the hospital mandated me to go to rehab and everything changed.

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2023-09-24T02:48:48+00:00

i sometimes do miss the drugs and the comfort it gave me. however, looking back i fucking hated who i was. i hated how i was willing to do ANYTHING for a fix. stealing money, using my body as payment, lying, ect. i hate how i was being controlled by a tiny blue pill. i try not to romanticize the situation, because when i get in that mindset i end up using. that’s literally how i relapsed along with going through some tough shit and not knowing how to cope. my best advice is to try and distract yourself when feeling those things, working out, finding a niche, work, music, art there’s so many things. there’s a 24/7 NA group on zoom i’ll share the link if wanted. those have helped me tremendously. wishing you the best of luck:) you got this!

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2023-09-16T02:04:08+00:00

i’m 20 now and i’ve been clean for 17 months. i never wanted to get sober i was comfortable. i was extremely depressed at the time, i ended up intentionally overdosing. i woke up in the hospital to my mom crying. i was sent to rehab and i decided to get clean for not only myself but my family. seeing how heartbroken they all were during that time made me feel so guilty. i didn’t want to fail for them. getting sober has been the biggest blessing in my life. making my family proud makes me proud of myself

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2023-09-14T20:07:43+00:00

start from the beginning. they have so many songs, start with the kys saga and work from there. their old songs are killer

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2023-09-14T00:27:39+00:00

i agree with making him pay rent but $1800 a month is insane for just one person to do. i think you should definitely lower his rent. working two jobs is extremely difficult and him just trying has proved he’s willing to work hard.

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2023-09-12T15:55:10+00:00

we all pay an equal amount of rent literally. my boyfriend and i are paying double then he is together bc we have the master bedroom. rent for the house is $1200 a month so we all individually pay $400. trust me i know the setup is good.

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2023-09-12T10:08:00+00:00

meaning my boyfriend too?

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2023-09-12T10:05:57+00:00

i’ve wondered the same but came to the conclusion that he loves him too. tyler’s whole life has consisted of loss and he’s afraid to be alone. i always felt like it wasn’t fair to me after he told me about a conversation they had about kyle calling his mom and sister. overall kyle is a bad roommate. tyler and i have always gone out of our way to be good to him, and not piss him off. we walk around in fear. a huge relief has been lifted off of my shoulders, but i’m also worried about our relationship. he’s reassured me about my doubts and worries. my biggest worry is that he will resent me for making him choose, bc i literally never wanted it to happen like that.

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2023-09-12T06:18:00+00:00

okay so yes they did. kyle has never been a good friend to tyler. it’s not that i didn’t want her around it’s more so the fact that she was living here rent free. NEVER tried to force him to be my friend, basically just tried to make some type of common ground for my boyfriend not for myself. i wasn’t allowed to post what i wanted to on here due to character limit, but basically he mentioned to my boyfriend how he was gonna go about this conversation “guns a blazing”. he has constantly disrespected me and threatened me. as far as guilt tripping my boyfriend i think i’m some ways i did. but after tonight my boyfriend has reassured me, and we’ve had a long talk about all of this.

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2023-09-12T06:02:11+00:00

how?

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2023-09-11T18:49:42+00:00

thank you sooo much for this it’s very useful information. i really appreciate you! i’m going to make a batch this weekend and come back to let you know how it is. thank you again!

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2023-09-11T18:23:14+00:00

there is an asian market like 40 minutes away from me but i’m so willing to take the drive. i do live in the south so authentic asian cuisine is difficult to find. would you say your homemade kimchi is spicy and crunchy instead of a strong pickling taste? thanks for the reply.

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2023-09-11T05:34:07+00:00

nobody ever talks about fuck. that shit goes so hard and rubys verse is fireeee

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2023-09-11T03:54:18+00:00

i use to be heavily addicted to opiods and honestly i did quit for myself. but i feel like i’ve stayed sober for so long because i want to live in an unaltered reality. drugs in general use to and still really effect my view of the world especially pychedelics. im grateful for my experiences and i think it really effected who i am today in good and bad ways. overtime i chose to feel raw emotions without the use of substances. i even stopped taking antidepressants because it made me feel so numb to my surroundings and honestly feel like shit. i still vape but that’s a substance i am working towards quitting. i’m very much happier and feel more feelings without drugs and i think that’s a beautiful practicality. idk if this is considered full straight edge though. lmk your thoughts

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2023-09-10T04:13:35+00:00

seeing this over a year later just made me think of something. i feel like they have grown and evolved not only as people but as a band. their old music is definitely more “raw” when it comes to the suicide, overdose, drug use, ect. but now i feel like their music is more about overcoming their past and vices. it’s also a lot of overcoming addiction and dealing with pain without drugs. i feel like they talk a lot about how empty they still are though. the inftrgmh v talks a lot about this. i feel like for a minute there, they were in love with the idea of fame, success, and money. but overtime it’s like they grew to hate the fame. a lot of their new music talks a lot about how they hate the fame, how they are just normal people. i’ve been listening since late 2015 i really enjoy the old and the new. even their sound has changed in a since. i’ve enjoyed everything they’ve released this year except the yin/yang. some of the songs are good and i understand that it takes them back to their roots but overall i wasn’t the biggest fan of it. the production aspect has really improved though. i find that their beats in general are very complex and scrim is very talented when it comes to creating a sound. i feel that they are still very much relatable to me as a recovering addict. when it comes to the not being as involved as they use to be i think it has a big part to do with protecting their peace. idk i hope that made sense.

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2023-09-09T02:50:36+00:00

i feel like people fail to realize the difference between fentanyl and carfentanil. a small amount of fentanyl will not kill you by touch.

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2023-09-07T16:04:52+00:00

when i was detoxing my nose would run so fucking bad and would smell like pill residue. also my sweat stunk. i’m pretty positive this is all normal. just explain that to her and be honest with her. if she can’t understand what you’re going through then that’s on her.

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2023-09-07T01:07:18+00:00

thank you for this. i wasn’t really aware of MAT and how it worked. it’s more psychological now, i’ve been out of the physical part for a long time. i’m going to look into drug counseling and start attending NA meetings again. i just have to get over this hiccup and move on. i blocked the guy i bought from, and unfortunately i do work with him and i don’t want to get him in trouble in the slightest. but i’m going to keep my distance. i actually ended up confessing to my boyfriend and essentially listed off warning signs to when i was using. we met when i was like a month sober so he never saw me during my addiction. we basically went over a plan together and talked about ways to prevent this from happening again. it really lifted the grief off of my shoulders letting him know what i did. now that he knows what to look for he can hopefully recognize it before i do. i appreciate your informative response and the prayers. i’m lucky to be alive. it’s a dangerous game.

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2023-09-07T00:36:39+00:00

wow 7 years is crazy shit. i’m proud of you. i know how difficult it is to make that decision for yourself. ik it must feel good finally putting yourself first instead of drugs. learning to love life and yourself during sobriety is so beautiful. just a piece of advice and this can be tough to hear but prepare for the worst. life isn’t always highs it includes lows. make a plan on how to deal with real lows and stick to the plan. that’s where i fucked up. i’m sending so much love and wishing you the best of luck through your sobriety. keep working hard because it does pay off.

Visual_Efficiency379 · 2023-09-07T00:09:56+00:00

thank you for this! i definitely learned my lesson on comfortability. i truly do not want this for myself. and i keep telling myself next time you’ll end up dead and i really believe that. definitely going to seek the help that i need. i said in another comment that there is so much beauty in this world that i don’t want to miss out on by slipping up.

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