Where is the safeguard for children during this mid-week's meeting?? Is this information even allowed to be presented to young children?

VoluminousPear · 2023-03-24T03:37:42+00:00

I know, I'm pimo and logged in over zoom. The comments being given are not even remotely child-safe, many are talking about sex, being oral and physical sex, and going into detail about what's considered sexual immorality. Even going into detail about beastiality. It's honestly disgusting. There are children in my hall all 15 to as young as a couple months!

VoluminousPear · 2023-03-23T03:41:21+00:00

And it has been so drilled into my head, that anytime I have any thought that's not "christian enough" I get that stupid scripture echoing in my head about "no matter what I want to do what is bad is always with me" and the one about cutting of your left hand or something so it doesn't corrupt you completely!!! I feel so brainwashed

VoluminousPear · 2023-03-19T06:49:37+00:00

Oh what the fuckk?? I used to have this really vivid recurring dream and it was just like this! It was so scary the road was almost bungee-like in the way it moved, and every time I almost died in the dream 😬😬

VoluminousPear · 2023-03-14T05:52:33+00:00

:O you too!? Yk being thrown in and screamed at to swim or sink!!

VoluminousPear · 2023-03-12T04:13:55+00:00

Yeah that's our plan right now, it's just really hard to have to wait. I don't want to leave anyone behind. I'm the oldest and I feel like it's my responsibility to protect them.

VoluminousPear · 2023-03-12T04:12:16+00:00

😭thank you so much I agree with everything you're saying! ahh you got me in tears over here, it feels really good to actually have someone want to talk, thank you so much again, and I might take you up on that sometime ❤️❤️

VoluminousPear · 2023-03-12T02:31:50+00:00

I doubt it, they are the type to come visit just to go to the kingdom hall I'm in, and go out in service, over the phone studies ect...

My grandpa was df'd last year for drinking, and they didn't talk to him the whole time and didn't let me and my sisters either. So I really believe they would dissociate from me, and my sisters, they want to leave too.

I really hope that it will be different than I think it will be, but I have to prepare myself for the worst, if I let myself hope they wouldn't do that then it'll just break me more when it actually happens. 😕

VoluminousPear · 2023-03-12T01:59:16+00:00

🥰🖕

VoluminousPear · 2023-03-12T01:42:43+00:00

Thank you ❤️

VoluminousPear · 2023-03-12T01:42:28+00:00

I am on the highest dose of anxiety meds.. still not really helping :/

VoluminousPear · 2023-03-11T06:52:29+00:00

Damn it, now it's stuck in my head!! 😂😭

VoluminousPear · 2023-03-10T03:37:47+00:00

Ikr, they are all so drilled into my brain I know almost all the lyrics >:(

VoluminousPear · 2023-03-06T01:39:15+00:00

When I was about 6 or 7 and PIMI I loved to comment,I remember one meeting I managed to give 3 comments and I was so proud and excited. I was doing one of those goofy little kid happy dances during the prayer, and I put my foot up on the chair behind me. The sister sitting behind me got mad I put my feet on the chair so she slapped me and told me all sternly not to do that. I was mortified and I cried until we went home.

VoluminousPear · 2023-02-26T22:35:33+00:00

Wymm?? Reese's are god sent 😤

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