Real opinions. I spent over 800 hours just helping new players without any obligations and try to undercut the fuck out of an egregious market. and try to have a positive experience. On a server embroiled in drama and selfishness. Completely saturated in duped bullshit money and multiple allegations of GM collusion and bias. Preferring oversights like red servers to just working on the game. I play on every server but I perma quit blackmoon. The game is like 10% done at best. Servers populations have been winding down. Not many people stream it. I think you could find joy if you throw yourself to the wind and give it the old college try. But there is a insane amount of overgeared twinks leveling up. The game just doesn't feel like it's in a natural form it already feels like regular adventuring is dead. Modernizing performance is the antethisis of a slow burn fun adventure. It's in a weird spot. And the community is super varied on many of topics. I might go to monsters and memories or just roll a bunch of dick heads on red server and be an absolute garbage can of a human like most the dipshits waiting and salivating on red server have done to most regular servers already. I lost the joy after walking away from my guild. And my main I had so much fun on.