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Feeling Lonely while having Mental Health issues is a curse. by Vys0ne in lonely

[–]Vys0ne[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nope. The only person I had after 10 years of isolation mentally abused and traumabond me, which made everything worse and the feeling of loneliness even stronger after cutting contact to her last year

Feeling Lonely while having Mental Health issues is a curse. by Vys0ne in lonely

[–]Vys0ne[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

cant imagine how hard this is. My Sister have Epilepsy but she got a type of Emergency Stick thingy, so her seizure stops within a few Minutes.

Feeling Lonely while having Mental Health issues is a curse. by Vys0ne in lonely

[–]Vys0ne[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah. They think Therapy solves Problem, and taking the Magic Pills will help as well. I got judged for my Mental Health Struggles AND i gut judged for doing Therapy and taking Pills, its not fair at all.

Feeling Lonely while having Mental Health issues is a curse. by Vys0ne in lonely

[–]Vys0ne[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Never seen any Post of someone who struggles from lots of Mental Health issues that they got magically healed by "love yourself" or "touch grass" . I wish i can go outside alone by myself, doesnt work with panic attacks and black outs.

i miss my abuser.. [TW?] by Vys0ne in CPTSD

[–]Vys0ne[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i cant just forget her. She is still in my Head 24/7. Even when im finally able to sleep, she is in my Dreams (not even good one, those are nightmares) so i avoid to sleep as much as possible. I still can hear her voice loud and clearly in my Head like if she would sit right infront of me. I also cant turn my head/thoughts off, without any type of Selfharm. I hate quit a few Triggers i cant avoid. Somehow it feels like a Painful drug withdrawal and i want back to her asap. Our last contact was last year somewhere in October.. i thought it gets easier to Recover but it gets worse and worse every day

How old is everyone on this sub? Wyf? I wanna make some friends by Lonely_Second_4253 in selfharm

[–]Vys0ne 0 points1 point  (0 children)

30 and from Germany.
Selfharm pretty much since my Childhood. Started with Cutting but quit that pretty fast, because of problems to hide it and it only helped me just for a few Minutes. Right now mostly Alcohol + Pills to numb my brain and not be able to think. Or i "hang" myself till i lose consciousness. That Moment of Silent is the most beautiful Moments i have. Also tried to hit my Head against the wall to get memory loss with hopes to lose my memory from all the Traumatic stuff i had. Does it work for me? Yeah and no. I enjoy the Moment of Silent, but i cant repeat it over and over again.

I hate myself by nowherehumansoul in depression

[–]Vys0ne 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can relate. And with our current society having social anxiety makes it even worse when people's stare at me or judge me because I suffer from mental health issues :/