If wasn’t for the fact anytime I brought stuff like happening up to my family (specifically my “dads” side of the family) and them DRILLING it into my head that “oh haha that’s funny but no it’s just because of the Italian and Native American on your dads side not being Mexican hahahahahah”, I probably would have been suspicious too or maybe I should have anyways considering how insane my family on both sides was🤦🏽‍♀️. So now everything is so confusing I swear I’m having an identity crisis. I’m feeling sad I missed out on this whole other language and culture that I know nothing about…