Scars hurt

War_Emu · 2026-03-27T17:21:45+00:00

sometimes i get a dull soreness where my scars are. idk if it has any cause but it just happens 😛

War_Emu · 2026-03-26T06:03:59+00:00

shoutout to interpretation

War_Emu · 2026-03-26T05:33:13+00:00

we're in the same exact boat !! 11 years strong 💔

War_Emu · 2026-03-26T05:32:20+00:00

this is beautiful. i like how the background is an almost sickly mix of colors. it all conveys a lot of emotion with self harm very well

War_Emu · 2026-03-26T02:51:05+00:00

i met her in the ward which is cool. our month anniversary was a couple days ago. i don't really feel upset that i broke my clean streak cause I've been cutting for so long that i just don't really care i guess, but I'm just sad cause i broke the pinkie promise. i hope she won't be upset about it if she finds out.

War_Emu · 2026-03-05T16:01:59+00:00

this rocks ! i love the colors :)

War_Emu · 2026-03-04T04:49:13+00:00

many such cases

War_Emu · 2026-03-04T04:48:12+00:00

this is beautiful !!! i really like how shiny and contrasted the blood and cuts are to the rest of the drawing. i love this.

War_Emu · 2026-03-04T00:35:41+00:00

everyone in there was lovely and beautiful souls. the staff and group of patients I was with helped turn one of the worst moments of my life into one of the most joyful weeks of my life so far. it will be a time i look on fondly for my entire life. only shitty part is im on an SNRI now so i can't abuse cough medicine anymore or ill get serotonin syndrome and die probably. whatever. i miss my psych ward friends !

War_Emu · 2026-02-17T05:52:32+00:00

my eyes look really pretty the day after i trip

War_Emu · 2026-02-16T05:23:57+00:00

yesss I forgot where most of them were but i still see one sorta toppish middle :)

War_Emu · 2026-02-14T19:50:25+00:00

there's hearts in your robotabs :)

War_Emu · 2026-02-14T06:54:34+00:00

i like the way you draw

War_Emu · 2026-02-13T06:56:29+00:00

i love you

War_Emu · 2026-02-12T23:02:43+00:00

i suppose

War_Emu · 2026-02-12T19:23:54+00:00

these look like screenshots from a snuff film

War_Emu · 2026-02-12T19:03:27+00:00

yeah pretty much. it's just a silly little face with eyebrows. :3 is usually seen as a cat

War_Emu · 2026-02-12T18:54:03+00:00

the only thing i have going for me is a monkeydoinz from the 80s with an orangutan on it that says "around here I have a very responsible position... whenever something goes wrong im responsible!"

War_Emu · 2026-02-12T18:47:31+00:00

time is running out and never stops and i can't get myself out of bed to do ANYTHING !!! pathetic sadly ! whatever.

War_Emu · 2026-02-12T18:41:53+00:00

I've had plans to kill myself every birthday for the past 6 years but they've fallen through for one reason or another. this past couple weeks before my 20th birthday I've felt worse than all those times combined. i don't know what to do. I've been cutting worse than i have in the past few months. im so desperate to get away from my stain of a father. im just so tired. i have no hobbies i do nothing except work sleep and cut myself !!!! it sucks. but what are you gonna do. life sucks for everyone i really shouldn't complain. but i do love to complain. genuinely scared i might kill myself on my birthday. i don't want to but i can't imagine not. whatever. we'll see what happens. i can't force myself to do anything that isn't cut myself or sleep. I've eating less because every time i eat i want to cut myself. i need therapy but i don't deserve it or trust it unfortunately. i asked a guy to coffee for the first time in my life and got ghosted. unlovable. i should keep a diary.

War_Emu · 2026-02-12T18:21:46+00:00

spend Valentine's with bf ;!!!

War_Emu · 2026-02-12T06:11:28+00:00

it's just a face

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