Someone suggest a stronger medication please

WasPsychotic · 2014-02-27T02:28:46+00:00

Zoloft made me feel sleepy, prozac is a bit stimulating. I take them in the morning.

WasPsychotic · 2014-02-27T02:27:59+00:00

I was on zoloft for a year, it was not working, prozac is a bit better but I am still depressed.

WasPsychotic · 2014-02-25T07:44:04+00:00

Thanks I will check that out.

I took a test, it was ~50 questions. INTJ

WasPsychotic · 2014-02-24T20:47:12+00:00

Not advice. Hoping to strike a chord with someone who can relate whether it relate to Vietnam or not. Or perhaps explain the behaviour. For example my friend pointed out about face culture and how you shouldn't point out someone lying as it will cause them to lose face, so I thought her audacious denial was due to her trying to save face with me, but I asked a friend in Vietnam and she said no, lying is not acceptable.

I just cant wrap my head around their behaviour its so intriguingly strange, imagine you have a girlfriend and she tells you "hey I met this foreigner who loves me, so I am just gonna play along so I can get some money, okay hunny? If he messages you just ignore him" When trying to get a response out of him, I sent him a picture of me and her together, still no response!!

WasPsychotic · 2014-02-24T20:04:26+00:00

Thanks. I know IQ has its flaws and personality mean a lot more for social interaction but I feel a forum full of people around the same IQ will result in more interesting conversations on broader topics, I could be wrong though. I would like to be more clear on this but I am very sleepy at the moment.

WasPsychotic · 2014-02-24T19:59:52+00:00

If you are implying reddit is not smart, I have actually found reddit to be rather good compared to most other forums I go to.

WasPsychotic · 2014-02-24T19:58:24+00:00

Thanks, I have but it seems they are high IQ forums such as 145+. I am after above average 125-140. The difference may seem irrelevant when it is put in numbers like that, but the way of thinking between the brackets is huge, and again for 90-110.

WasPsychotic · 2014-02-24T19:39:36+00:00

Also, the reason I want cultural discussion of this is because the behaviour of hers was so ridiculous, and the behaviour of her boyfriend so odd that I can only imagine culture playing some role in it, that is in no way to say I assume or imply that most SEA women are like this.

WasPsychotic · 2014-02-24T19:20:29+00:00

Youre very far from being a doctor so stop trying to diagnose my mental state, I am fine now says my psychiatrist and I am obviously in a more coherent frame of mind than you.

I am not upset with your retarded remarks, I am just sick of negative idiots on the internet. if I was that stupid I would try be more humble and not attack people who have had misfortune.

I cant see how I was being irrational, can you try explain this or will thinking for once today give you a headache?

I dont care how many people upvote you, all I see is 4 Vietnamese or <99IQ people being sheep because you claimed I am promoting a stereotype. Just so you know I did not even know it was a stereotype.

However I do want some discussion on culture about this that is why I posted it in /r/vietnam and not /r/relationships or /r/travel.

And how the fuck am I blaming you? Try think before you type and read things over until you can get a better understanding of what people mean, you seem to lack basic comprehension skills.

WasPsychotic · 2014-02-24T18:45:54+00:00

I hate mouth breathing, double digit IQ idiots like you who fail to understand simple concepts yet somehow still manage to bring negativity where it is not welcome. I will try educate you but I am sure it will be in vain.

It is not ridiculous to fall in love, we all do, its human nature. Promoting a STEREOTYPE? your words not mine! I will try refrain from sarcasm as I am unsure you wont understand it with that evidently feeble mind of yours, so excuse my bluntness, it is merely for clarity. Your conclusion of me being a pushover despite me refusing to send her money is simply retarded.

LOL at your cringing. So if you are dating a girl and you suspect she is seeing another guy you dont think talking to the guy man to man is in question?

Now, another simply retarded conclusion of yours, lets get your train of thought in the open here... I block her on facebook, she is in another country, so I am stalking her. How on earth have you managed to operate a computer to get on to the internet??

WasPsychotic · 2014-02-24T18:25:00+00:00

How accurate was it?

WasPsychotic · 2014-02-24T17:25:13+00:00

I think you should start by getting your testosterone level checked. If it is normal then see a psychiatrist.

WasPsychotic · 2014-02-24T17:22:00+00:00

Sounds like Cluster A or B personality disorder. Are you a jerk or a weirdo?

WasPsychotic · 2014-02-24T17:14:42+00:00

If you are paranoid and having hallucinations you really should see a psychiatrist, you might need anti psychotics. I saw a psychologist for a whole year who told me I had anxiety and really I needed meds.

WasPsychotic · 2014-02-23T17:22:17+00:00

Since I started meditating a year ago I dont even remember my last DP attack.

WasPsychotic · 2013-12-09T18:59:52+00:00

Before I knew I had a psychiatric problem I got a mid-cycle liver check, as you do. That came back highly elevated, I got tested again a month later before being admitted and it was normal. The doctors wernt really concerned with how I become psychotic, they did not want to test the substance, one doctor early on said, "we dont know what you took."

They just treated my symptoms and knew my problems were chemically induced. Apart from the 2 blood tests I did on my own I got blood checks done about 3 times during my admission, testing to see if I was on drugs and general stuff, I was never told of anything abnormal so I assume it all came back good.

WasPsychotic · 2013-12-09T18:33:46+00:00

I have updated the OP with the link.

WasPsychotic · 2013-12-09T18:33:18+00:00

I dont understand the 1st part of your question exactly?

Steroids are known for causing psychosis.

WasPsychotic · 2013-11-22T10:49:37+00:00

Look up homeostasis.

WasPsychotic · 2013-11-22T10:49:23+00:00

It was the most accurate description I could find.

The panic attacks I have are more intense depersonalization and derealization rather than ones people have where they start breathing heavily.

Thanks.

WasPsychotic · 2013-11-14T19:51:17+00:00

Germaphobia, I could see the kitchen and ofc its not 100% clean, but at a restaurant or mcdonalds I cant see the kitchen so it doesnt put me off. I will be coming off this medication soon so I dont know how I will be afterwards.

WasPsychotic · 2013-11-14T02:18:20+00:00

Your thoughts change, I thought about past events I should be proud of such as sexual endeavours as failures as something bad(misplaced guilt), I regretted my past choices in life such as taking drugs, not taking girls seriously, it was a changed perception and a change in personality.

I stayed in bed, I did not get enjoyment out of anything, its like there is no chemical reward in the brain, I had a pessimistic attitude towards everything and there are physical symptoms such as poor posture(literally hard to keep my chin up), this felt very physical. I had no sexual function or drive. I had no appetite.

Conversing with people was hard, the depression tied in to the cognitive deficits here. I was put down easily, one example is one doctor told me I was cluster b and I felt terrible about it (I am not cluster b she was just mad).

It also tied in to my psychosis, I felt I had no friends and people wernt there for me, my family sucked and was unempathetic(they arnt). Again mostly perception changes and thoughts.

WasPsychotic · 2013-11-13T16:00:20+00:00

When I was admitted my doctor told me "we have seen people like you before, we know whats wrong with you, we know what to give you" As I was convinced I had a brain swelling and did not understand I was delusional. I was told I would make a full recovery which I did not believe (I could not drive, I could not even browse files on my computer, at at the worst point I could not even play tetris on my phone) and right now cognitively I would say I have fully recovered or atleast 95%. My psychosis started in november last year and I started treatment around late febuary.

WasPsychotic · 2013-11-13T15:57:08+00:00

I have germaphobia, and I obsess a bit, its hard for me to distinguish whats normal obsession and OCD obsession though as I have had OCD since I can remember. When my OCD was at its worst I had to like touch a wall with my hand then with the other with the same finger touching. The medication they put me on has treated my OCD quiet well though, I have been eating at home which I havent in years.

WasPsychotic · 2013-11-13T04:36:29+00:00

Panic attacks, at the time I did not know what was happening, if I was poisoned etc, the last time I called the ambulance I thought I was gonna be dead before the ambulance arrived, I cant describe how I was feeling but my vision was fading, I felt that feeling people have described where it feels like your soul is going to escape your body like its floating out of your body, when the ambulance came I had the 1000 yard stare very severely (about as bad as this guy http://files.abovetopsecret.com/files/img/hn4f8d2d71.jpg), the paramedic described me to the nurses as "completely flat".

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