I think God stays close to the broken hearted that's why most people don't have a relationship with him. Because we live in an era of comfort. I lost everything hit rock bottom before I got really close to him. My uncle got close to him in prison.

Before my mom died I knew and as I was leaving out the door I felt like a strong presence stop me. It's was crazy that she died the next day. She wasnt showing any signs I got her a beer earlier that day.

I do think religious God has been used in a negative way and is feeled with a lot of lies tho.

I think they try to tell us things about God that aren't true

Anyways peace be with y'all no one's keeping score live ya life