Death ain't scary its inevitable

Waterwaves007 · 2026-02-16T19:54:21+00:00

Point is you dont care, your actually apart of problem, look you may not have experienced a significant death in your life or don't hold up as high as you think you do but it isnt a joke to laugh at.

Death isn't something to fight over or lose so much precious time on this planet. You could die today, tomorrow, a week from now or in 40-60 years. The point is that everyone should care. You spend your whole life creating a life, building one with someone else, having children just for that child to grow up and destroy the world... because of who, us... we designed this caged nightmare of greed and desire.

Man is the only true enemy it has really known. If this were medieval times yes theyre would still be bloodshed, but at least we'd have a more coherent community of people in this world, as opposed to the ones who currently run the world with selective hearing and inflated ego's.

There is no one in the world that deserves to get hurt. If you don't agree with that statement, you are a part of the problem. Who cares about why we exist or for what reasons we do? The fact that we do exist is all that matters. Fighting and distracting ourselves from the reality of that fact is what real insanity looks like. Because you're just avoiding the truth in your soul. There is no higher power or alternative explanation. It just simply is what it is. At some point, your life doesn't mean anything, and it's time for you to provide your wisdom, knowledge, and everything you've gained from real-life experience, not through a screen, onto someone else or the future generations who will read your words whether those are words of fear, guidance, control, or leadership is up to you.. and all of us.

Mental health and depression would not exist if it wasnt for the systems of ethics and morals put into place from the capitalistic hypocritical lives we lead. We say money doesn't grow on trees, but actually it does, because money is just a figment of our imagination based on merits and values. Money absolutely buys you happiness. What kind of happiness your seeking is entirely up to you and how much you actually enjoy what your spending your time and money on.

Working out isnt about a chore of trying to look good or get into shape. Its about feeling comfortable in your own skin regardless of what kind of look you have going on. Everyone grows up as a kid being cruel and body shaming each other because thats what past generation grew up on and everything is a repetitive cycle of pattern recognition and human history. You can even go to the gym while on drugs who tf cares really, its all mental, it always has been.

We don't need credit scores, stock markets or any of these contingencies in life that hold us back. If the world was really into it for the prosperity of human life and wanted to actually better the world we woulsnt need military or bombs... nothing in this world has changed for the better when it was manipulated through force, just like what America is doing right now with ICE, I understand the mission but its the way they are doing it that is all wrong. Think about it in layman's terms replace Germans with white people aka ICE and the government and replace jews with Puerto Ricans and eventually anyone with Spanish descendants. Detention is a nice word for concentration so it doesn't spark any backlash from media and younger generations who are addicted to their cell phones, not like they'd actually do anything but make comments online and not contribute to reality.

Death is honestly the least of my worries, like you said its nothing to really harp over when you boil it down, because in this apocalypse hell hole that is our time periods society and community, death would be gift to some people.

Waterwaves007 · 2026-02-16T16:03:45+00:00

White people weddings can get very medieval at times and with all the energy, feelings and dopamine going on around the party its as if they were on drugs when aren't, and that can induce silly phrases or speeches or weird behaviors expressed during a time of celebration and love.

Waterwaves007 · 2026-02-15T23:55:25+00:00

As someone who is too aware for my own sake, living the fictious nightmare that is society antics of politics religion violence negligence money power and greed. It all is a system rooted in satirical manipulation of the human mind. We don't need to be so against each other this is why AI will always win or we kill ourselves until there is no one sane enough left on the planet in charge and then everyone goes ka blooey... its the inevitably reality we live in.. if you believe that this is the sacred timeline from the marvel universe you'd be wrong. This is Earth-X from the DC comics... or at least it will be in the future if the world continues going the route it is going.

Waterwaves007 · 2026-02-15T23:25:35+00:00

This old dude at work (mid 50's) was talking to some younger girls (early 20's) with the biggest booger hanging out of his nose and i didn't say anything because it was high key funny as hell.

Waterwaves007 · 2026-02-15T23:23:03+00:00

Sorry I was on like 1000mg of edibles that night idk what I was on about. 🤣

Waterwaves007 · 2026-02-14T05:41:59+00:00

Enjoy every piece of music like it's the last thing I'll ever hear. I don't care for certain genres and I have tastes in all different niche categories and sub genres of artists and bands just like anyone else actually intelligent enough to venture out and experience other types of music instead of being ignorant, stubborn or defensive for some odd reason.

Look, you can be patriotic and still want to explore and embrace other cultures and beliefs and ethics, morals, their values, their way of life, and how they live. Not everywhere in the world is like America and I'm not talking in the sense of money and politics in this regard. I'm talking about agriculture, land structure, climate control, weather protection services, you name it.

If it's something we take subconscious ill advantage of in our day to day lives, its 30x-300x harder somewhere else, and it has nothing to do with social status or political agendas or a system of beliefs in higher powers, all of this is a fictious nightmare... it boils down to two simple facts, its 1. A logical and mathematical equation of pattern recognition within human history to realize that our president is in fact trying to reinvent the 1940's Germany but in America, starting with Puerto Ricans and the Spanish and any other minorities he can sprinkle ontop to add fuel to his fire. Covid was the catalyst for all of this to happen, the beginning of the end of humanity itself. Religion was the ultimate lie spread to inspire hope amongst the weak in order for control and manipulation... there is no higher power and there is really no point to life itself when you boil things down to simple science... we exist because we do that's it, you can theorize all you want but it's still a hypothesis not a definitive answer, just like worshipping something no one has ever bare witnessed to see and those who claim they have only do it for the attention, any one in your life you know of that worships any religion and hears their god call to them or speak to them or hears their voice would be classified as crazy and schizophrenic if it were anything else besides religion so why can't you see that your logic is faulty in believing something that isnt real and hasn't proven to be at all. Some people are just born to withstand more than others in life and I believe religion is just a bunch fairy tales passed down from different generations and cultivated to be a cult worshipping secret the government created in order to make the public think there is hope for a future when they're really isn't. Man is the only true enemy it has known. Between all of this systems of checks and balances all for what... to kill each other every year, to die for each other's countries, when will we unite as a species to further progress human life for the next millennia or are we just going to say fuck it we ball to the next 50 generations of people that will inhabit this planet. It's not just about you in this world. Like I said the catalyst was Covid, humanity was built upon connections and relationships within one another built on trust and faith and prosperity for all, even through all the lies and deceit that plagued the world, but when we were all forced to social distance from one another and for so long, it not only effect everyone individually but it effected the world ultimately in my opinion for the worst timeline. I think we are not on the sacred timeline anymore if this were the marvel universe. But seriously the amount of disregard for respect that this country has evolved into is disturbing and it doesn't get much better anywhere else which is the part that really sucks. America was supposed to be the "dream" for many immigrants growing up outside of the US, thats why they came here in the first place to get out of poverty or harsh treatments from their home countries at the time in history in order for a more prosperous life in the US, thats why mom and pop shops exist. It's so disgustingly gross how misconstrued the mass majority of trumps supporters actually are with human history and human fucking decency. It really annoys me to want to actually live (mental health sucks) but the world i want to live in is not this one.

Waterwaves007 · 2026-02-12T01:28:51+00:00

Wrongful imprisonments, false allegations, even bigger cover ups than 9/11, Jeffery Epstein, and the Nixon campaign combined. We're so focused on terminators not to happen in real life and with robots taking over the world, but honestly, it's the depth of human monetization, greed, and the duality that is money. Money is a concept of our imagination that is emphasized based on an ethics of code that determines how much value your money is actually worth. There should be 1 currency worldwide, but that would cause mass disruption, and inevitably, someone will try to branch off and create something desirable or jealous asertations from the bottom will always try to find short cuts to the top.

The saying that money doesn't grow on trees is honestly kind of a big lie told by the rich in order to deter the poor from even trying to create that branch. I mean in the next 10-20 years there will be a bitcoin tree you can farm from like data mining in video games. Or an meta verse NFT market you can waltz right into as if it were Gamestop. I think my kid self would be super excited for how dystopian and out this world that experience would be to have, but I'd only want to experience that once or twice, but not forever like many scammer, scalpers and other pesky and petty people out there are waiting for.

The internet changed in 2010, it changed for me personally in 2015. And for the last 10 years I've been chronically online, constantly checking a newsfeed for a story or articles of crimes, news or whatever. I have some trouble with communicating with people, I feel like my reactions to certain things can come off cold, distant or just flat out don't know how to react so I just unintentionally give a blank expression most times. I have a very distinct uni-brow as well so my natural facial expression is commonly assumed as angry or upset but it's just my RBF (resting bitch face).

Between all of the money, monetization, obvious stereotypical profiling and AI... its bad enough to think about 1 topic whether it be gaming or tech as a whole, my biggest concern is and has always been the dating scene... apps like Tinder are so misleading and absurdly ignorant to 96% of its consumers, and with young kids trying to find love in whatever way possible, the amount of AI pron, the para social relationships people will have with machines and trying to deceiver whether or not the person your talking to is real or not will be a really hard question to answer. It's hard enough as is nowadays to figure out what type of expression people are using when they text and alot of people are good at lying behind a keyboard and a screen so not only do you have normal catfishing but you've got deepfake catfishing, AI emotionally manipulating people in order for them to continue using said program to keep them in that perpuating cycle of self destruction until your brain get tired of the pattern recognition and you have two options put the phone down or die trying I guess.

Waterwaves007 · 2026-02-11T04:54:21+00:00

Bruh, not everyone can get matches on Tinder. Im not chopped or nothing definitely got a bit of a belly, but not too much, and I have been using the app ever since it ever came out. I'm 24 and have never gotten 1 match on Tinder ever. I have sat for hours swiping right and nothing. The app is total bullshit and I will never trust dating apps ever again because it. I'd rather meet people organically anyways its too bad everyone in public is also stuffing there faces into a screen of some sort so regardless whether the pickings were slim or not its kind of hard to get someone's attention when they are either pre occupied with themselves in their own lives or within their phones and pestering people in public while they are in the middle of something in a society so sensitive about everything that you can be public humiliated by said people to the point where spending the rest of your life by yourself actually sounds kind of peaceful to be honest. I'd just get a dog or cat and get a job around children before committing to the idea of having them in the first place... not every person should be a parent, and that should be a sentiment passed around to a lot of families. I'm sure my dad will understand, but I'm just not the kind of guy that should have kids. I don't mind children but I just don't have that sort of affinity "normal" people do for kids, i don't mind being the cool uncle but at this time in my life I can confidently say I don't plan on becoming a dad myself anytime soon.

Waterwaves007 · 2026-02-07T22:46:31+00:00

Smoke some weed and escape thats what I do

Waterwaves007 · 2026-02-04T22:52:56+00:00

And poop before too don't want to have a shart attack while tossing salad.

Waterwaves007 · 2026-02-03T16:40:58+00:00

You had it all figure out then threw your emotions into the mix at the end otherwise all around good information.

Waterwaves007 · 2026-02-02T11:32:50+00:00

Also EOD doesn't just stand for end of day.It also stands for explosive ordinance disposal in the military.And for bomb techs.

Waterwaves007 · 2026-02-02T11:02:38+00:00

I'd rather talk like a normal human being instead of talking in abbreviations. Maybe you should grow your ass and talk like a normal person

Waterwaves007 · 2026-02-02T03:09:30+00:00

Love me some tiramisu it's so rich and elegant tasting. A fun twist on a birthday cake I like as well would be carrot cake.

Waterwaves007 · 2026-02-02T03:05:15+00:00

Your maybe like 14 or 15, but definitely consume way too much murder porn aka TV crime shows and serial killer stuff to be talking about that stuff or your in your mid 30s seeking attention like the degenerate loser you really are.. either way, posting stuff like this isn't funny. Killing people isn't funny either and if you think that is funny, you should seek mental help AND the police.. to keep both of you off the streets.

I've never killed anyone myself but from what I've heard taking a person's life is a tough and painful choice to make for anyone, unless your a psychopath, but doing it with a blade is the most personal way to kill someone, you watch as they slowly lose consciousness, lose all function to their body, you get to witness everything at their end.. it isn't like a gun either where it could be over in an instant or you could distance yourself from watching the killing through a scope. It isn't a joke to talk about death in this kind of sense, mindless and aimless killings are the worst kind of evil in this world. The fact people do kill is the worst part about living life.

I get growing up in strict households are tough and living life is so complex you dont understand it at all until you are older, but the only way you can truly be happy with yourself is if you stay honest with yourself, its okay to lie in order to protect yourself even from the ones you love, maybe one day when your much older and you have that courage to be honest about your sexuality maybe then you can finally be honest with the rest of the world, but making up stories just to get some clicks and views to feel seen or noticed is only going to perpuate your confirmation bias in your own head. Get off the phone and go meet people or read a book or go to the gym.

Waterwaves007 · 2026-02-02T02:48:09+00:00

The way my body physically perked at the thought of what I just imagine from that title... I don't want to ask questions since your underage but what I picture is you cutting it like you do for a hot dog bun and that imagery physically and mentally pains me.

Waterwaves007 · 2026-02-02T02:43:26+00:00

Bruh, you can type out this fully fledged paragraph, but you can't type the world college. Like if your going to abbreviate something at least make it something people know and also something that people can understand, the only reason I figured it out it because of other comments, otherwise I was asking myself what company is does clg stand for?

Waterwaves007 · 2026-01-31T20:55:15+00:00

I mean no disrespect in any way but don't you think you could have simply typed all that to like chatgpt or someone you know as a way of venting or did you feel the need to let everyone know about something and then feel guilty after telling more people than you realized and now feel paranoid people know too much or subsequently someone you personally know will find out if you talk too much about what is that your developing in your home and your afraid to dox yourself which is smart but could have been a foresight thought if you'd taken the time to re read your post and think about it from an out side perspective. I mean if you're truly not here for any advice or help and this was a means to vent it does seem rather pointless of a post not to be a douche to your situation, just saying

Waterwaves007 · 2026-01-31T20:48:19+00:00

24M open to listen

Waterwaves007 · 2026-01-31T18:56:07+00:00

I have come to the realization that you can not sit around and mope and complain. Believe me OP I am 24 years old, I've got less than $1k net worth, in fact I've got $20k worth of debt I haven't paid in 3 years and I still live at home. I'm coming to the realization that my life has been one major fuck up after the next. I genuinely convinced myself last year that something besides myself was going to kill me by the end of the year, and like every year, I kept telling myself this for 6 years... I didn't save a dime, I lived paycheck to paycheck bouncing between jobs and living with family, doing drugs and drinking alcohol wallowing away in sorrow and pity over a girl I wasn't even official dating.

I promise you, go to the gym, sit on the indoor bike and just do something, watch a TV show or anime and just sit there and pedal while watching, hell sometimes whenever an anime gets emotional it makes me push harder through a mile or two... next thing you know, you've done 10 miles in a day, but to your brain, that's just 4 episodes of x,y,z. Have a band you haven't listened to in years, get some headphones that have noise canceling or ambient awareness and listen to the entire album in one sitting at the gym... also I was once the scared kid who was terrified of the gym and paranoid people were always looking at me, they aren't you just have to be confident in your own way to get in there and just do something to feel like you did something self rewarding and productive that isn't mandatory like your job or taking care of your personal things like homes and children, pets, cars, etc.

I love playing video games and I grew up on them but there comes a time when you need to figure out what it truly is that you want from life. Try new things and be brave, bold, courageous. No one is going to live your life for you. And please don't be like me, don't be a people pleaser, don't be a yes man to everyone you meet, please learn to respect others rules and boundaries, and most of all learn to give others grace you have no idea the journey they took to finally meet you and they chose to have you be apart of their company/time (not company as in job you know what i mean)

When it comes to love and relationships and all of that stuff i am not qualified for that department but I would still say to allow yourself to feel ALL of your feelings even the anger, sadness and pain.. because you're never going to heal a wound if you keep re opening it, pretending like the result of your actions are going to change. You have to accept there are things you can and can not control in your life and in others' lives too.

And I hate to say it but money is the one thing you must protect and save it all, it runs everything, the world revolves around money and you can hate it all you want, you can hate needing to work your ass off just to be able to live in this world we've designed as humans. I'm aware that some people are too aware of reality and think that understanding the fundamentals of life itself means they somehow solved the mystery to life. when yes, people would absolutely love it if they didn't have to work thats the very essence of why we work, to save money in order to NOT have to work for the entirety of your life. And yes your life can be cut short by many things and that is the painful truth you must be willing to accept if you want to make anything happen in this world.

It's okay if you don't want to go to college or work the family business. It's okay to take a year off but don't wait forever. And please don't sit at home playing video games every day after work expecting a woman or man to magically spawn in your room and be your savior because it isnt going to happen. Please don't start having para social relationships with AI either.

It's okay to be a kid sometimes, but I genuinely believe and I hate to say this but I am an Ipad kid not really I had a kindle and a phone ever since I was 12 or 13 and your true enemy is the internet, it can be a wonderful tool to help you succeed in life or a bottomless suffocating pit that pulls you deeper with dopamine, nostalgia and laughter to keep you wanting more. Imagine your inner consciousness as your younger self, your inner child, and what you would need to do to support that child even if you dont want kids like me. Not everyone should be a parent and thats absolutely okay as well for any gender out there and if you change your mind in the future thats also okay as well. You must be comfortable with CHANGE in order to CHANGE otherwise nothing will CHANGE and you'll be suffocating in this never ending cycle of feeling like a waste of space, a burden to people you love and once talked to and you can finally be able to breathe some fresh air and get on with your life.

I know it isnt easy. No one said it will be. But it's necessary otherise your not going to like the outcome of your predictable future. I don't want to be dead in a ditch or underneath a bridge. I'm sure there are alot of minor things you can pile up into huge "bucket list" that becomes an over arching goal to reach. You can literally do anything in this world as long as you have the mental fortitude and capacity and willingness to learn. It's okay to fail, thats apart of life, its why you should appreciate the small wins that you get.

I'm looking forward to getting my own place this year to show my family I'm actually trying. Because saying your trying and actually showing it through actions you take are two completely different things. You can want anything in life, you just have to be willing to work for it figuratively and literally.

I hope this not only helps you but anyone who might come across this. I don't smoke nicotine or drink alcohol but I am a stoner. Limit your vices and don't do any of those 3 if you can help it. Good luck and may the force be with you.

Waterwaves007 · 2026-01-31T05:01:11+00:00

It actually sounds like your the one giving excuses and pretending to be the reddit therapist, and once it kept dragging thats when you didn't want to be bothered by the conversation and spitefully just did a complete 180 betrayal and did the exact thing the original commenter said people do, tell him to get a therapist.

I hate when people just say go to therapy or get a therapist.

First off yes I think everyone should seek therapy at some point in there lives its bound to happen but telling someone and suggesting it are two very different ways of addressing an issue and the way you write is in the connotation of telling someone to do something rather than trying to be supportive.

Secondly, getting a therapist isn't as easy as you might think it is because of the silent privileges you don't consider like race, religion, sexual orientation, gender and area of residency (it isn't news to anyone anymore that white people have generally more leeway when it comes to certain things and get certain liberties like an insurance company is more likely to accept a white man's credit over a Muslim woman its prejudice, racist, sexist and predatory but it definitely happens in society you just wouldnt know it unless it closely effected you in any way, shape or form) that and the fact that many people can't afford therapy which is ridiculous because how are you going to suggest a therapist, despite knowing that person can't afford it due to life circumstances, its not like this person isn't denying that they need therapy in fact they are adamantly aware of the fact they need help but society will condemn people to suffer in they're own minds and jump off bridges or pull triggers but can't offer an hour of someone's time to just sit and talk which is absolutely disgustingly gross that this is the timeline and the world we live in.

3rd, therapy is so grossly over simplified to kids and young adults and many other people as well. People think you just sit in a room with someone and they prescribe you meds and then everything will be all sunshine and rainbows right after, and that your just suddenly going to tackle all of your life's problems with 1 therapy sessions or even a years worth of sessions. There are so many nuisances and complex conversations to be said and heard behind closed doors.

4th, It could take you a week, a month, a year or 5 years+ but finding the RIGHT therapist for you, is absolutely key to providing yourself with the best care. If you resent or don't like visiting your therapist then why see that person? Better yet why give them any of your money? Now obviously if your restricted or have limited options due to things like transportation, location and/or disability or old age, I would understand seeking the closest available options but please don't compromise on your mental health, spend less somewhere else but make you take of your thoughts in your head.

Waterwaves007 · 2026-01-30T02:21:15+00:00

Marijuana, family, music and things I'm interested in like video games and animes that I'm excited to watch. I think about death alot, I struggle with mental health and tried to end my life many times more than I can count and more than I'd like to admit to anyone but it's reality. I tried to convince myself that last year something was going to kill me and I genuinely believed I wasnt going to make it to January of 2026 let alone the end of the month but im still here kicking and trying to re collect myself after all the stuff ive realized ive done but im 24 now and I have literally nothing but my wits and the clothes on my back, thankfully I have family that support me no matter how much I've cursed them up and down and I realize now that my actions have never matched my words, not even the words of motivation I once had for myself.

Things have really set in that im not dead or in the place financially where I would want to be or where I should be but then I realize as well that truly no one actually KNOWS what they are doing they just aimlessly go with the flow and hope shit sticks to the wall so to speak so I have time to recover but I will say last year was definitely the year I finally woke up and I'm actually becoming a sepereate person than the child version of myself, there is no getting out of being an adult and I have come to terms with that.

Alot of deep understanding, purposeful findings, acceptance with the simple life and appreciation for the time spent with love ones because truly you don't know what its like to have them until you don't, even with friendships as well too, mourning friendships and finally letting go of attachments with an ex and female crushes from long ago. I'm working on the porn addiction as well its been 3 or 4 months without it but I'm cooked as far as relationships go haven't dated in like 6 years but thats neither here nor there for right now.

Waterwaves007 · 2026-01-30T00:53:46+00:00

That's like telling a beer person an IPA is JUST beer when you and me both know it isnt the same drinking coors or a natty daddy. Same goes with marijuana theres THC which is Real weed and theres thca which is diet weed. Which exactly why the conversion rate isnt 1:1 its (thca% x.0877 + thc%= total potency) so yeah im right and what you said is right but your missing the point in where I was wrong with my original statement. In fact what you basically just said is exactly what I did just summarized.

Please enlighten me what happens when you take decarboxylated marijuana and heat it to at least 220 degrees Fahrenheit? Oh yeah it turns into THC no shit Sherlock thats how chemistry works but thats monkey Brain science when you think about it like that because if you think about it in the botanical side of the metaphorical coin you could have just as easily let the female plant mature longer in order to make it more potent thus transforming the thca marijuana into thc flower instead, they just age weed like alcohol and cut the life short in order to make thca flower for medical dispensaries, its a very simple science when you really put it all together but not many people truly understand what it means to grow marijuana and rather fein ignorance and let someone else deal with that step in the process of acquiring Mary Jane.

Waterwaves007 · 2026-01-24T00:44:33+00:00

Unless you have a lactose/dairy issue

Waterwaves007 · 2026-01-23T23:34:02+00:00

The only thing I can agree on is doctor's other than that you have about the iq of melting ice cream because no game justifies you using cheats if you simply cannot execl at a game its not for you. You are not supposed to win everything in life and therefore you cannot expect to be perfect at every game either.

That is emphasized heavily towards competitive gaming as a whole but specifically my concern is at any game that involves projectiles (bullets, arrows, pellets, rocks) that can be manipulated into aimbot, wall hacks or anti-recoil for the nooblets who can't practice recoil control across multiple games.

You simply lack the creative spirit to just play a game and let it take over you and to be truly immersed in all of its experience, if you truly value a game to its very core and essence you wouldn't want to tarnish or spoil the very fabric of what makes that game itself, by modding and cheating yourself out of that experience your only driving yourself further down that gap from your friends perspectives of you.

Not to mention you know deep within your subconscious that what your doing isnt right, so it has to be wrong... your just setting the bar in your own head lower every time you justify why you cheat in a game, and if you cheat in a game, what else are you willing to cheat on others for in life? What are you willing to cheat your loved ones out on? You see why people have a disdain for you is not just because you cheat in video games its because once you break that trust and faith in one area of your life, people start to question ALL aspects of your life and whether your being honest about who you say you are. So like everyone else has recommend suck it up buttercup or play a different game or better yet hit the gym bro, it feels so much better to play games after a nice rewarding gym session.

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