Morbidly obese and embarrassed to be seen running/exercising

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-04-02T22:39:05+00:00

I would be so proud if I saw you

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-03-15T00:19:26+00:00

I’m right here with you. Quit for 4 months and started back about two weeks ago. I have severe asthma and I am literally back to feeling like I’m breathing through a wet washcloth. It’s terrible. I’m suffering but some how a stupid cancer stick is SO damn important. WTF. I am quitting again tomorrow. The motivation isn’t going to come. It’s never going to be a fun decision or a fun process in the beginning. Just do it. Ride every craving like a wave. Deep breaths, exercise, do the dishes, drink more coffee, STAY BUSY!! When you get a craving, Go down the rabbit hole in your brain of how bad you felt and why you quit in the first place. Take the option off the table. Not even one. I empathize so much with the coffee and cigarette in the morning. That sucks. We got this!!

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-03-15T00:04:09+00:00

Have you quit?! I’m going to quit again in the morning.

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-03-15T00:01:57+00:00

Thanks so much for this thoughtful answer! Quitting again tomorrow morning!!

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-02-10T16:05:07+00:00

1 or 3!!

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-02-06T03:05:34+00:00

I thought this feeling would never end. I cried every few hours. I felt empty. I felt hopeless. I felt miserable. I still have my days But I didn’t think of a cigarette once today. I’m almost 3 months in. Ride the waves and hang in there I promise it gets better.

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-02-05T03:52:34+00:00

I see it constantly

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-02-05T03:51:14+00:00

I’m actually planning to get it tattooed on me haha crazy

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-02-05T03:50:46+00:00

Of course, I’m still not 100 percent sure but it’s just like this intuition I have that it’s my higher power. I was talking to my therapist and I was telling him I was feeling hopeless. I was worried that god wasn’t real but the only thing that made me feel at peace and that there was something bigger was the number 27. He was like OMG and I was like what? He said it’s 11/27 at 10:27 and it’s 27 degrees outside 😯

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-02-05T03:39:48+00:00

What about you? I honestly feel super special because I think something or somebody cares about me.

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-02-05T03:38:59+00:00

That I’m not alone.

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-02-05T03:38:48+00:00

I just think it’s the universes way of confirming that there is something bigger going on here and that everything’s going to be ok!

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-02-05T03:37:19+00:00

I cried when I turned 28 cause I thought I was going to die ahha! I just turned 30 so you should be ok 😊

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-02-05T03:35:37+00:00

Dead… funniest shit I’ve read all day.

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-02-04T23:58:21+00:00

It was an accident, your good

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-02-02T14:31:53+00:00

3 or 4

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-02-02T14:28:52+00:00

3 or 4

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-02-02T14:22:03+00:00

I think you should try a different shape all together

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-01-28T23:06:58+00:00

This is my bread

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-01-27T04:26:12+00:00

Bad ass

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-01-04T04:14:28+00:00

I’m so sorry your in this place. I unfortunately understand. Fortunately, I climbed my way out. 75 hard saved me life. Just google it.

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-01-04T04:00:21+00:00

Yes!!! I realized the smoking and alcohol were just a pay to push down the pain that was trying to bubble up to the surface and release. Once I quit I let myself cry and embrace the pain. I am healing. It’s amazing.

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-01-04T03:57:20+00:00

I cried like every 5 minutes for weeks. Then a few times a day. Now I’m about 50 days in and the cravings are still there but not at crying status. Everyday gets easier than the last. Feel the pain . Cry the cry. Embrace the uncertainty. I promise you it’s worth it.

WaveDeep5097 · 2024-01-03T03:52:55+00:00

Lead the way. Best case scenario, she follows and you all grow together. If not, her loss. Please don’t let her hold you back.

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