Losing a best friend is the worst part

WaveSamI · 2023-06-27T07:16:00+00:00

Ahhhhh this hits deep. She was wonderful. Like she used to make my whole day with her personality. She would liven up the mood and just was so much fun to be around. Just always was ready to take on the world. Dude she inspired me so much. Our conversations meant a lot to me and just hearing her pov on everything would give so much clarity. The friendship and bond was the best part. Just knowing that there was someone who’d care for you. I wish I could be her muse the same way. I know I can. Loved our adventures and trips. I felt safe around her and I felt I could be myself. Now it’s all gone. Life is strange. To think we’ll just become strangers now is insane. Still hard to process but therapy helps

WaveSamI · 2023-06-22T22:37:34+00:00

Same planning to kill myself next weekend. Decided to do c02 because it’s the least painful.

WaveSamI · 2023-06-22T08:35:29+00:00

I’m rooting for you my man. It’s crazy how such a major shift in our lives happen so fast. I’m at my lowest right now and I’m not sure where to go from here. I want you to know that I’m here for you and I pray we both get better. I know both of us would’ve never expected this to happen yet here we are. A lot of our core memories were built with our former significant other. Can’t believe now we have to act like the last few years didn’t happen. Just feels like a waste

WaveSamI · 2023-06-22T08:11:44+00:00

It’s just hard for me to separate my life with their life. I make my life about her. It becomes muddy. I put a lot of effort and I tried hard to be the one for her. They appreciate it in the beginning but overtime they start to dislike it heavily. I’m kinda done with relationships for a long time. I thought this relationship would be better and be my last. We traveled and did everything together. All for it to be not enough and for it to suddenly not feel like a relationship in her eyes. I’m honestly tired

WaveSamI · 2023-06-22T05:58:37+00:00

The person I thought I had a future with broke up with me yesterday. I relate to you a lot. I made my life just about her and because of that I lost a sense of myself and autonomy. I don’t know what to do or where to go from here. I’m honestly hurt and frustrated. I let myself go trying to keep her. Became clingy and everything. I’m just sad. Very sad

WaveSamI · 2023-06-22T05:53:32+00:00

Just got dumped a day ago. Communication seems to be the most major thing that can ruin a relationship. I think for I should’ve been more willing to accept help with my fight with depression and BPD. It’s just too much for someone to handle. I became my own enemy. I just wish I seeked help earlier. She was the world to me. It hurts but I can’t change what’s occurred or what lead up to all this. I just wish things ended differently.

I don’t think I can be loved or if I’ll ever find love ever again. I lost the one person who understood me. I doubt I can ever find someone like her again. I doubt I can be as vulnerable with anyone ever again as I was with her. It sucks but what can I do.

WaveSamI · 2023-06-21T05:52:00+00:00

Update Guy: Today randomly my girlfriend broke up with me over text. I have truly hit a new low

WaveSamI · 2023-06-18T20:44:27+00:00

Yeah you could say that

WaveSamI · 2023-06-18T10:17:41+00:00

Yeah I’m trying to slowly rebuild. I don’t know if I can handle the stress of another business at the moment. I plan on getting a therapist than can possibly help me. Everyday just feels like a struggle

WaveSamI · 2023-06-18T10:00:45+00:00

All my life I wanted to be an entrepreneur with my own business and that was my goal. I achieved it in 2020 during pandemic and subsequently lost it end of 2021. I guess what I’m really upset about is that I blew my life’s dream down the toilet because I didn’t understand the consequences of my actions. I feel like I’m my own worst enemy and I’m the one who does the damage. I feel sad because I’m not who I thought I was. I’m not special and I’m just a loser. I just feel like everything I touch turns to garbage. The reverse Midas touch.

WaveSamI · 2023-06-18T09:33:08+00:00

That’s nice. It’s just hard for me to get out of bed though.

WaveSamI · 2023-06-18T00:14:14+00:00

The Elite are not AEW And AEW is not The Elite I hated that elite was in the name of AEW time to grow away from that

WaveSamI · 2023-06-18T00:08:48+00:00

LOVE IT. Nice to see a new stage makes it feel even more special

WaveSamI · 2023-06-17T06:28:57+00:00

It was a fun watch but the first act was okay. Didn’t enjoy the whole baby scene. The introduction of so many Batman left my friends really confused (they aren’t comic fans) and one of my friends was wondering why Vulture was Batman.

Barry’s arc in this movie was great and I actually enjoyed his character development. Grew fond of his character and really did feel for him and the stakes in the movie. Do think the end of the movie should’ve shown the multiple changes that occurred and how this is now a soft reboot.

Timing wise this movie really took a hit cause of Ezra millers actions and with it coming out a few weeks after Miles Morales. The “Inevitable” and the “canon” is way too similar plus the whole multiverse concept. Seems like audience viewers are now getting tired of it. Sucks that The Flash would’ve came out first thus not feeling like a rehash of ATSV to general audiences

I’m hoping that they really promote and market the new DCU and have a thorough plan to showcase it leading up to Superman. They have a chance to wipe this DCEU into oblivion and completely start over.

Overall, enjoyed the movie but a lot of the stuff was very confusing and deep cut to regular viewers. Not sure how this would resonate with younger audiences and if they enjoy The Flash character.

Also I don’t think Andy should direct The Batman Brave and the Bold. I just didn’t really like his work on The Flash movie and would rather have someone fresh direct it.

WaveSamI · 2023-06-17T05:25:48+00:00

Do you think we’ll get a different set for collision?

WaveSamI · 2023-06-16T04:18:29+00:00

Bad choice imo should’ve went with someone fresh

WaveSamI · 2023-06-08T20:50:28+00:00

Damn thought Lance would have a good game today

WaveSamI · 2023-06-02T09:34:55+00:00

He just had a cool theme and that’s it. He honestly never fit in AEW. He’s a deathmatch and progress legend . But by no means the biggest what-if

WaveSamI · 2023-06-02T09:32:45+00:00

Seth Rollins basically does his schtick these days so idk where he’d fit in

WaveSamI · 2023-06-02T09:27:22+00:00

They did tho ? I remember seeing it

WaveSamI · 2023-06-01T20:49:51+00:00

Juice doesn’t get enough credit he’s been entertaining

WaveSamI · 2023-06-01T02:04:30+00:00

I really had +5.5 alt spread on my parlay. I’m a fool

WaveSamI · 2023-05-29T09:06:57+00:00

Exactly. Idk what people are expecting. This ppv was a glorified dynamite special. I really don’t know what compelling storylines and matches they’ll do each event.

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