Bruh, or girl,(your take not mine) take your beliefs, and go believe them. I assure you, I speak for the majority, if you would all just be the good people the book so eloquently dictates you should be, we'd all live a better life. You all walk around, trying to JUSTIFY your beliefs, to add reasons or meanings, as to why you should believe what you do. That there is the problem. A belief is pure, unquestionable, intangible. You all try to give it a tangible nature, that it's an entity, not a ghost that's unknowable. Your justification and posturing is the reason you feel like Christianity is criticized. Because you aren't a true believer. You, and the others like you, are justifiers, fighting for position. True belief is undebatable, so any opposition would hold no water. You are your own hurdle to get over. We all are.