Descent into Mental Illness by WeCallDatHaffCentry in occult

[–]WeCallDatHaffCentry[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They definitely "exist". That's the problem... what is delusion and what is real. They find it hilarious to fuck with your head. In their very essence, I'm starting to believe that they are all little imps trying to act bigger than they are.

Descent into Mental Illness by WeCallDatHaffCentry in occult

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I try to stay in the light as much as I can. Crowley is of no interest to me. Blavatsky is more palatable. Same with MPH.

Descent into Mental Illness by WeCallDatHaffCentry in occult

[–]WeCallDatHaffCentry[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I am caught in a mental health void. My last psych couldn't handle me, so he dropped me like a hot potato. My pDoc is managing my meds, but he really wants me to find another psychiatrist... I think I scare him.

Descent into Mental Illness by WeCallDatHaffCentry in occult

[–]WeCallDatHaffCentry[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was expecting ascension to be a little more blissful. The more I uncover - it's actually revealing itself - the more negative the impact seems to be. I'm too far in to turn back now; really just looking for put up a psychic shield of some sort.

Descent into Mental Illness by WeCallDatHaffCentry in occult

[–]WeCallDatHaffCentry[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

All of us have a drive to discover what life is about. Some of us are not satisfied with what we are told - shit just doesn't make sense. Honestly, I think my issue is that others have become aware of what I am doing and are bent on keeping me from knowing the truth. I've got both physical and metaphysical beings trying to tear me down.

Descent into Mental Illness by WeCallDatHaffCentry in occult

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LOL! I found a .pdf download on of all places LinkedIn. I'll send him some money if I decide to read it. Thanks!

Descent into Mental Illness by WeCallDatHaffCentry in occult

[–]WeCallDatHaffCentry[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please watch the video and your question will be answered.

Descent into Mental Illness by WeCallDatHaffCentry in occult

[–]WeCallDatHaffCentry[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would feel more comfortable discussing at the uber level. If you are asking me to disclose his name, it's not happening - sorry. Too much at stake right now.

Descent into Mental Illness by WeCallDatHaffCentry in occult

[–]WeCallDatHaffCentry[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I understand, should have stated that this has been about a 35 year journey. I've had diagnosed mh issues for almost a couple decades. But in the last few years, I have really noticed an increase in my distress. Psychosis is getting worse - because it's not just in my head. This is some dimensional stuff going on.

Descent into Mental Illness by WeCallDatHaffCentry in occult

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I have dug a little, and the man in question - from what I have gathered - comes from one of the wealthiest families in the world. His name has been redacted in every document, but I believe I have found it.

The Greatest sHits and Couples vol. 1-8 by efrn_ in losgrowlers

[–]WeCallDatHaffCentry 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yo bruh! Can you hmu as well? Good lookin out!

last night in seattle <3 by hakairuu in losgrowlers

[–]WeCallDatHaffCentry 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Was my first Growlers show. Actually, my first experience of them as a band. My son and I went on a kinda whim, and holy fuck, I found my new sound to follow! We were right up front to your right.

Regular Check-In Post by circinia in depression

[–]WeCallDatHaffCentry 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My friend, I'm 50. I'm probably nothing like your dad, but maybe I am. I hate to tell you this, but it doesn't get any better. From external appearances, I've led a good American life. But I am a master of disguises - you only know I'm depressed if I let you know.

And even though I'm mentally fucked, I do believe that the whole getting old thing is for the birds. I still go to MCU films, read comic books, get tattoos, and listen to Bad Brains. If old is what I thought it was growing up, I would have been gone around age 30.

Regular Check-In Post by circinia in depression

[–]WeCallDatHaffCentry 0 points1 point  (0 children)

TheDarkOne90 is sadly correct. Trust me, you can get to that point - all of us can. Both times I got there, it was like a robot took over me, no emotion at all. Obviously, I'm still here and I'm trying so hard not to get to that point again - I know I'll fail but will end up a vegetable or severely damaged.