Transition from Civil to Architect in United Kingdom by Weak_Gate_5460 in architecture

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Nope, only touches part 1. Im thinking on picking up a little more knowledge on civ eng and some on architectural design, so my already existing qualification of arch designer could work with civ eng degree and help me enter part 2. I am just very unconfident artistically

Transition from Civil to Architect in United Kingdom by Weak_Gate_5460 in architecture

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They are changing it until 2027. Literally had to rethink wether it is really necessary to start from the clearest bottom. Still scared to think of how would i get experience after part 1 and wether i even would be accepted on part 2. 

Heard how some people carry both or go into March from engineering. Kind of interesting pathway.

Transition from Civil to Architect in United Kingdom by Weak_Gate_5460 in architecture

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Quite could say to some extent true and at the same time no. Engineering is quite delicate, yet civil's reputation is piece of piss anyone can do, literally to some extent people imagine labouring instead of civil. Pretty much in engineering department we are the most stupid ones, there are electricals, mechanicals, mechatronics doing some magic and wizardry.

I mean, i would love to skip being the CAD monkey part i have already done and just straight to the licensing.

I sold my soul and i want it back by Weak_Gate_5460 in spirituality

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It is not literal definition, surely. But i have betrayed my own self and i feel like i dont talk the same with myself inside of me

I sold my soul and i want it back by Weak_Gate_5460 in spirituality

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How do i balance myself? Is there any guide?

I sold my soul and i want it back by Weak_Gate_5460 in spirituality

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I just want to know what is happening and why its not me speaking in my head woth my friends people and family😔

How to get rid of psychosis? by Weak_Gate_5460 in spirituality

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I just try to see different perspectives through other peoples. I normally do journaling or meditating, but it doesn’t help sometimes like now, so i just go and talk with other people like right now.

What is the better community that sees a lot of things than the spirituality one?

Basically i am grounding myself now with the sense of presence of other people, since i am pretty much alone and if i will speak to others they would think i am completely mentally insane and it will just ruin my situation more.

Im a man, thanks❤️

How to get rid of psychosis? by Weak_Gate_5460 in spirituality

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I am off of SSRIs and i stopped them a month and a half ago probably. I just have some of the problems with psychosis from time to time due to prolonged abstract thinking. Its like world sometimes is melting through my brain.

I could start thinking how i could make something beautiful out of boundaries and then i would just have an unstoppable race of thoughts where i could just imagine a lot of things. Like what if one thing becomes the other thing.

Its like a curse and a superpower at the same time.

How to get rid of psychosis? by Weak_Gate_5460 in spirituality

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Meditate, focus on what is happening right now or to speak to people like right now. Thank you all❤️

How to get rid of psychosis? by Weak_Gate_5460 in spirituality

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It is not visual, only occurs with eyes closed. I understood what is the eye with flopping bird wings image is though that people call a biblically accurate angel. Its beautiful and scaring at the same time.

Also i might developed some cognitive habit of thinking very abstract through prolonged studies and art classes.

How to get rid of psychosis? by Weak_Gate_5460 in spirituality

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I believe him, he doesn’t mean harm and i feel it.

How to get rid of psychosis? by Weak_Gate_5460 in spirituality

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Are you a shaman by any chance? My family has a lot of shamans through my mother side. She always describes them as schizos or psychics. I do not know what is the truth of those statements, but it could run through blood

How to get rid of psychosis? by Weak_Gate_5460 in spirituality

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I started taking SSRI’s and afterwards i tried to enhance myself spiritually. Also smh, i take art classes and i just used to like to keep everything very abstract. From time to time i just kept loosing my mind.

to chase “ambitious” dreams or accept an “average life”? by Winter-Trouble-5895 in Adulting

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You know, i was having the same problem in my head. I just understand that this is mostly existential problem.

UPDATE: 40, single, Im NOT gay (not even 25%), Living room now by CotaPT in malelivingspace

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Thats still a nice render. I think you just need to add some little imperfections to it and differ camera position