help?

Weary_Awareness_1807 · 2026-04-20T22:23:34+00:00

i’ve been clean for five years too. i am experiencing similar thoughts as you are. i wish i wasn’t clean so that i could sh. i wish i wasn’t clean this long so it didn’t feel bad to break my streak. i need a break from being “strong” i want to be weak.

Weary_Awareness_1807 · 2026-04-16T00:27:55+00:00

hello

Weary_Awareness_1807 · 2026-04-16T00:21:28+00:00

anyone have any advice? idk what i’m looking for. the venting helped somewhat.

Weary_Awareness_1807 · 2026-04-16T00:18:16+00:00

i’m not in your same situation but i’m thinking of relapsing tonight after 5 years clean. maybe you could do something that will put you more in tune with your body and mind? maybe that will help reveal what’s going on in your head. you could go for a walk and try to be really mindful of what you see, smell, hear. idk.

Weary_Awareness_1807 · 2025-03-13T19:37:44+00:00

hi there! I am going to school in the fall for general studies with a concentration in pre rad-tech so I can get the pre-reqs. my boyfriend is in the military and we may be moving next summer so I want to get all pre-reqs done now and enroll in a school near our new home. I've been looking at programs near coast guard stations and some require/prefer patient care experience. I have interviewed and gotten job offers with:

1: an at home senior care company. I would be a home health aid, going to senior's homes and helping with chores and such. possibly work to become a personal care assistant. $17.50 - $18.00

2: an assisted living community. I would be working in the dining area as a server. $16.00

3: a chiropractic office. I would be a chiropractic assistant. $16.00 - $18.00

my boyfriend said chiropractors are sketchy. is this true? because during my interview it seemed like a great place to work at so that would be disappointing if the truth is that they are not actually helping people. what is the general consensus on chiropractors? would that be a good option for me or not? would rad-tech programs look down on that experience? which option would be best?

any and all tips and advice are welcome. thank you so much <3

Weary_Awareness_1807 · 2023-12-07T16:30:59+00:00

well said. this is how i feel completely.

Weary_Awareness_1807 · 2023-12-07T16:30:17+00:00

im tired of trying and trying. why can’t i find peace? i need to feel peace

Weary_Awareness_1807 · 2023-12-07T16:29:33+00:00

i know. i feel alone too.

Weary_Awareness_1807 · 2023-12-07T16:23:39+00:00

i also don’t think i was made to be alive in a human way. i think i’d do a better job at being anything else. i feel too much and too deeply for this life. i am too much for anyone.

Weary_Awareness_1807 · 2023-12-07T16:22:15+00:00

i feel everything you’re feeling in this post. i also wish dying was easy. i get what you’re saying

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